To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/06/03 06:10
Subject: [K-list] Ranting- -Replies?
From: Jason G
On 2001/06/03 06:10, Jason G posted thus to the K-list:
Hello´ing again the list! :0)
Yeup; it´s the young´un again, here to maybe ramble and garner
some more thoughts, if you don´t mind. . .?
Wondering at a bodily Ache that pervades over my waking hours just now. It
intensifies (so as to be clearer to my mind) as I write the
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wake; or perhaps wakens, but then sits and waits? ¤laugh¤ How on earth do
I go about clearing this one up?? It´s quite difficult to write about, as
I KNOW as soon as I write it that it´s not exactly like I said it; but
there´s nothing to be done for that. It´s stretching at my mind and trying
to get me to wrap around the concept that it´s Always awake in me, but
different for everyone. As soon as I want to tell you all about the
reaching, aching part of it that makes me wish I could incinerate myself in
Shaktipat and let it GOOOOoooo, I get my own answer. PATIENCE. . .and
surrender again. . Energy work would help, too, and ‘take care of Body as
well as mind and spirit´- -Seperations are nonexistant. The rest comes
later. ¤sigh, smile , huff¤ But it does make me feel a little better
writing to you all. . . .
Wishing I knew someone face to face or soul to soul who might lay a
hand upon my shoulder and guide me through this, and thinking that if All is
as it should be, then I should look to my friends who understand (even if
they need as much of my shoulder as I use of theirs sometimes). Check the
people around me and pay attention to little things (and big things?) that
happen about me to find an answer. ¤takes a breath and sighs¤ teachers
will come in time, and help me find the switches inside, and just the idea
sends shivers through the sensation. Now legs tingling, and I connect to
the Earth.
Life becomes surrender, and still, Still sometimes I wonder at it, and just
exactly What is happening as it should be? ¤laugh¤ I´m betting that others
on the list are also familiar with that.
ummm… ¤softly¤ Thankyou for listening , and thanks for Being. . . Patience,
trial and error, and the circles of student teacher (inner and outter) will
close upon themselves and rebound into infinity with a GREAT BIG SMILE.
Thankyou! I feel So much better right now. :0)
What are you all moved to say at the moment?
¤grin¤
Blessings,
Jason§
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