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Recieved: 2001/05/30  08:43  
Subject: Fwd:  Re: [K-list] Symptoms Poll 
From: Mystress
  
On 2001/05/30  08:43, Mystress posted thus to the K-list: --- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Tice <dticeATnospama...> wrote: 
 I would add that lately I am experiencing that the world is in me 
>rather than me being in it.   I'm finding the process (except for 
>occasional big 
>moments) to be quiet and astonishingly simple.  Holly 
> 
Holly - I think your experience above is quite a gift.  I've actually  
only 
had that experience once, years ago after a particularly powerful  
dream in 
which I was told that by the end of my life I would earn my wings (as  
in 
angel wings - I know, it sounds corny to me, too!).  At that time I  
was 
VERY focused on the goal of total merging of the sense of I into the  
One 
(no recognition of I as a concept - total loss of any identity).   
Anyway, 
the dream was actually a disappointment, as I didn't want to continue  
forth 
as a separate consciousness - even in a service role...  However, all  
day 
for that entire day I was connecting with people at a direct heart to  
heart 
(for lack of a better descriptive) level.  It was the very first and  
ONLY 
time in my life that I've experienced this to this degree - and  
became very 
aware of the judgements we instantaneously and spontaneously make  
about one 
another when we meet (she's short, he's heavy, she looks nice, he  
looks 
mean) - these judgements were conspicuous by their absence!   I was in 
downtown Tacoma, passing people on the street, and not thinking  
anything 
about them but that I loved them.  Is this the experience you have  
now?  It 
is a truly wonderful experience!  I'm sure there are many on this  
list who 
have and/or ARE experiencing it!   Anyway, I appreciate your  
response - 
it's the second one I've gotten confirming that we are sharing so many 
similarities in this adventure!  I'm still a glutton for  
confirmation!  :-) 
-Lisa 
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