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Recieved: 2001/05/28 19:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] intro & juicy kundalini story!
From: Mystclwon
On 2001/05/28 19:36, Mystclwon posted thus to the K-list:
Hi David & List...... Was interested to read the reference to the phenomena
that David experienced while sleeping on his back... this is something that
has recently surfaced again (had another experience last weekend) and I've
been wondering if this is K related..... or if someone can lend some insight.
I've had this experience on and off, since my late teens/early twenties...
always while sleeping on my back, usually at the onset of sleep and typically
these events occurred during times of stress or periods of deep reflecting on
life in general or my life in particular... come to think of it, perhaps it
accompanies or precedes transformation/change. (?)
For the most part it goes something like this -- I become aware at some point
while drifting off to sleep or just shortly thereafter... it's like my body
has gone to sleep but my consciousness has not..... I become aware of this
huge gravitational force.... I can best describe it as feeling like I am the
'static' that occurs when the TV looses its signal..... (hmm... disconnecting
from the matrix?) an intense buzzing and pulsing felt throughout my body and
audibly... body totally paralyzed, mind totally awake.
The experiences have ranged from total terror to bliss & wonder as my
acceptance and curiosity about them has evolved. I've read about the
hyptnogogic state that precedes astral travel and this seems to fit the
bill... but still I wonder if this is it.
Again... any insights will be appreciated..... peace.... Colette
>>Also, a frequent happening from my late teens to this day, has been a
phenomenon that often worried me. It only happened when I slept on my
back. I'd wake up with a loud, rushing sound in my ears. Sometimes it
was a real awakening, other times it was a false awakening (dreaming
that I had awoken). Often, in the latter cases, it would seem that
something about my surroundings looked or felt odd--as if there was
some kind of strange film over it, and the air seemed charged in some
way. And I would feel as if someone else were present in the room.
Often, I would also be paralyzed, which of course was scary. To make
things worse, I had read that this same type of scenario often
preceded astral projections. The last thing I wanted to do was
astrally project--what if someone else decides to move into my body
while I'm away? >>
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