To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/05/24 14:49
Subject: [K-list] It's for real
From: Last Crusader
On 2001/05/24 14:49, Last Crusader posted thus to the K-list:
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(If this actually makes it to the list, it's the greatest miracle
I've observed to date.)
It's been a long time since I've time to even read a single piece of
e-mail. I've been busy with "worldly" matters, like school work
(it's great to be graduating!), and of course, distractions, all of
which have effectively grounded me - but of course, contribute to
additional stress.
After reading stories of "Westerners" (i.e. folks like me) who have
experienced severe difficulties after kundalini awakening, I should
consider myself lucky. I may have been confused over a 10-year span
over what's really going on within, but at least I didn't get the
full shock. I was going about my daily business, and didn't have to
meditate all day.
Two interesting experiences, though. One was from last week. I
guess I'm learning something. Like, not to fight the flow. I had an
inner message, for example, yesterday, to think about someone at
night. . . and I figured the energy was ready to move. . . but, I
just ignored that and did something else - just for fun. Well,
everything was pretty much shut down in about 10 minutes - I lost
the "feeling". . . and the next two days, I was able to go sleep
right after getting in bed. Then, things pretty much returned back
to normal.
Then, last night, when I went into my room, I got on the bed, facing
up, trying to meditate. I heard a sound in the back of my ears. I
hear this anytime it's totally quiet (or close to it). This time,
however, I actually followed it to see what would happen. The sound
got deeper and deeper, and sometimes, at my mental direction, it
would change. But after a while, it wouldn't budge. I had to quit
because it was getting late. Has anyone tried something like this?
By the way, I've been playing around with one "cord" for some time -
but I can't cut it or do anything without the other person "knowing"
about it and causing my body to react. Not a complaint, but just a
mere observation.
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