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Recieved: 2001/05/09 13:08
Subject: [K-list] Shattered Persona (mirrors) Reflections of WHO am I, What do I see?
From: Cleocatras

Missy, hope you dont mind that I wrote this...
it just "popped" out there, kinda like blurting
things out. I cannot say this is appropriate, or
even applies to you at all...

I know that probably not in this case,
since its way too whimsical, perhaps...
but in other cases of my past, blurting things
out was more in line with channelling and a
worthy communication of truth from
another better knowing being outside the
here and now...

Talking about...

Shattered Persona (mirrors)

Reflections of
WHO am I? What do I see?
I see how people respond to me.
This is how I define ME,
so what do I know about what I see?
Unworthy enough to change who to be...
maybe I will then be a somebody
who is treated much more kind-lee...
My childself sees parent
as "perfect-ly"
showing me truth
and how NOT to be.
And so I decided
I should not be me,
pretending another
personali-tee.

"We" were not very old
and could not see,
that being mistreated
was not about ME.
(Parents are perfect
no other possibility.)

MORE:
missy chicken wrote:
> by the way.... since i love to contradict people...shattered mirror syndrom
> is when insults are pounded into a child so hard it breaks the mirror....
> thus leaving the child vulnerable to believing the insults... this is the
> recipe for crazy people :)

Kathy Bates:
(just kidding. I've never heard of this 'shattered mirror' syndrome but
it does sound like something resulting from the kind of abuse that might
drive a child to disassociate

My Earlier post:
MPD Booklearned knowledge and from talking with others who have it...>
MPD is what an innocent child's mind does to protect itself. The child before
age seven is not developmentally equipped in maturity to "work through"
trauma, so the mind readily designs another personality to deal with the
fragmentations in the smaller doses, small enough to deal with it.

The (child) mind naturally does this in lieu of breakdown, or what I call
meltdown.
The other option might be catatonia.
It is hard to rescue a child completely at the mercy of one environment or
parent if no other observant adults are in close proximity for a rescue
mission... this means the MPD is a good option.

Just a FYI, in case it can become a piece of the puzzle...>

Cat

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