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Recieved: 2001/05/06 03:26
Subject: Re: [K-list] My story ....Peppers dreams
From: Pepper J. Baxter
On 2001/05/06 03:26, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:
Jose, don't turn your back on it or it will get rusty and leave you. You can
help a lot of people with this one power to know what is wrong or what is being
left unsaid that will help you to understand stuff needed to be understood. It's
like slapping God in the face for giving you a useful tool to help Him with. All
that is needed for you to rest is to learn how and when to turn it off when not
particularly needed at the time. How I wish someone would have told me that at
the time. It's harder to get back the second time because the extra learned,
knowledge's from the first time get in the way. You literally try to out smart
your self by knowing the mechanics of how it is supposed to work. Like, "You
can't hypnotize me because I know how you do it, and, I can make it not work. So
how do you like them apples!" Sounds like some know it all school kid. It is!
It's the one who stayed within you from day one. Pepper
Jose wrote:
> Hi Pepper,
>
> Even if you did write this as a reaction to someone else - it's on the list
> and I'm happy you put it there!
> I recognize some of your experiences. Recently I felt I was tested like that
> very much - and just passed.
> Unfortunately there is a lot of fear involved with me. I could read people's
> thoughts too, easily. See their intentions (could do this before), but also
> feel the great responsability, and I feel that I keep falling back since I
> am not yet up to that. I need the rest, so to say.
>
> Love, José
>
> > I went through all those things. Waite until you start hearing people
> > thinking as thought forms translate into sentence form that you actually
> hear
> > as if they were talking out loude to you. They are! They don't know you
> can
> > actually hear them. A curious thing,...when you get to that point where
> they
> > could be considered at your mercy because of these actual powers you now
> > have...you cannot, or is it, "will not" ...take unfair advantage of
> others.
> > Nor will you even consider judging, condemning, cursing, hateing, nor
> > anything of that order that I may have forgotten to enter here. You will
> look
> > at others problems with quiet compassion and try to help aleaviate them
> some
> > by way of words of understanding, confidence, and healing by touch etc. I
> > lost all that in the 70's. Be rest assured that to get to that spot "God"
> > will test you, and if you pass or if you don't you will for sure be aware
> of
> > being shown your degree of faith at each time you miss the mark, or hit it
> > perfictly. That way you have a measureing stick to measure your balance
> until
> > you get it right. God is not going to give anyone a place of that kind of
> > power unless they are pretty well deserving. I don't mean in an
> egotistical
> > way, but in handing over to you a huge responsability, and complete trust
> > that takes much thought at times, and spure of the moment thought at other
> > times. "IN CONTROL OF THE SELF"
> > It would be good to meditate on these things so you can learn to ask the
> > correct questions in so many areas. Most of it will just seem to come to
> you
> > out of thin air, and be shown to you as you grow. It would be good to keep
> a
> > journal about every thing that happens as it happens.
> > Main thing, "BE HAPPY!", and stay that way regardless of people telling
> you
> > thngs like, "Your so nice that people run right over you, and you
> shouldn't
> > letem!" Here I was serving people in so many ways, and loving it while
> this
> > man kept planted seeds like that in my subconsciousness. He meant well but
> > you know what "they say" about that!
> > Lots of little things took their toll that way, and it all finally just
> drug
> > me right on down, and into the muck-level world of the mundane human race.
> > (Because I allowed myself to listen to someone I was in love with, and who
> > was more blind than anyone else, and eventually as well as myself.)
> > >From that I learned that there is "love", and there is "LOVE!
> > Constructive/distructive.
> > So I was back down to the level where everyone has the mentality of a
> > mushroom and don't know it. The average person has no idea! The only
> > difference was that "now" I was aware of another world and realized for
> sure
> > that it was more real than what humanity thinks of as real.
> > Instead of asking to begin with,...I would recomend to stay quiet and
> listen
> > to what "God" may be wanting to tell you. Then you can start asking
> questions
> > as you get the hang of it!
> > I hope I am helping you to see that it seems like hard work Only the
> staying
> > aware is hard at first until you get a toe hold. Still, better keep an eye
> > out anyway or something will pop out and say, "I gotcha!"
> > It is so interesting, and awesome at times. However don't "awsome"
> yourself
> > out too much or you will go to a "duh" idiot place.
> > Just don't get afraid and blow it. If you are going towards some "wrong
> way"
> > you will be shown, and helped for a reasonable amount of time before you
> get
> > the axe! Just kidding. Actually it would be you yourself who gives you the
> > axe if it came to that. It's like a high wire act. As long as you walk the
> > line not hurting other people or self (I've got a thearie on this thing
> about
> > "not hurting others physically, nor mentally" thing, (like if none of us
> are
> > real???) but I think I will keep it to muself until I can think on this a
> bit
> > more.) you will have plenty of rope to do your thing, and have lots of fun
> as
> > well. But if you get a big ego-head... your shoulders will not be able to
> > hold it high anymore, and back you will fall.
> > (I saw myself depicted in a dream with a huge head shaped like a top like
> > kids used to spin back in my school days. It was mounted on a little, tiny
> > body sitting in a wheel chair.) I had a real ego prob at the time, and was
> > being shown this! That happens to many people because it keeps you from
> being
> > in control of your self, and your life. As long as a person is in honest
> to
> > god control of their life for real there will be no prob. When you become
> > unsure of yourself the wolves, and buzzards smell it, and come in for the
> > kill and take their portion of what ever it is they want from you. Lot's
> of
> > people never rise from this and remain devistated existing like vegetables
> as
> > gray people.
> > Every kind of being has a role in the play for various reasons. Opposits
> also
> > exist as well while a person finds themselves on that level. Just not as
> > many. Thats when you find your true friends so to speak.For not many want
> to
> > be touched by that level even to help pull someone up, and out of the
> muck.
> > They fear being contaminated, and also drug down.
> > Experience,...what would we do without it!
> > You will have to start all over again if you don't watch it!. You may not
> > figure out what all went wrong at the time of the fall back down into
> > humandom???level, but as you return to that prior "up-place" again you
> will
> > have found probably more than one reason. Then just do it right this time.
> > Hopefully you will hang in and not fall the first big-time time. (Or have
> you
> > had others?)
> > You realize that I am only coming from my own experience. So just use it
> as
> > extra input to watch out for in case you have any similarity's maybe.
> > At times when my mind runs on, and on in it's neg monkey chatter I look
> > around to see if anyone can hear my mind in this really big mess, and that
> > usually stops it right there. If I hadn't had the ability to hear others
> > thinking at one time in the past...I wouldn't have believed it to be
> > deffenetly true, nor would I look for it in crowds a lot, out of
> curiosoty.
> > People do talk to each other by way of word talking out loude in their
> heads
> > with their minds.There are hundreds of them now, and here I am stuck and
> > don't know which way to turn myself for my own self. They have a type of
> > light in their eyes I recognize.
> > I've kept journals about all these things and am writing a book on it. A
> man
> > by the name of Dick Sutphan and his wife Tara are travelers in my dreams a
> > lot. He has "Valley of the Sun" self help vidios, books, and what I call
> mind
> > tapes on everything from remote viewing, astral travel, and stop smoking,
> > lose weight etc., to all kinds of altered states, and a free book on which
> > altered states are for what type of usees and why. If you'd like the
> address
> > I have it around here somewhere. This man has a really down to earth
> > professional voice that draws you right into what you are learning. If you
> > want to write for the mag that has all the list of stuff to pick from, try
> > first the "Chakra Balance" and alignment tape for a month. It's really
> great.
> > I've met Dick, and Tara a couple of times at their seminars some time back
> > and find them so interesting and full of new ideas that work. Ha! I should
> go
> > to work for him as his PR man. (I really don't think he needs one though.)
> > Oh! He has dream tapes too. He lives at Malibu Beach in Southern
> California.
> > Actually, when a person gets stationed high enough without having it all
> > aborted, and what ever one calls it that happens where you have been
> > summoned, period, on that high a level...you won't have to learn by way of
> > tape albums. It will all come of it's own accord by way of the Cosmic. I
> do
> > know this first hand! And dats da namea dat tune little chickadee! Pepper
>
>
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