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Recieved: 2001/05/05 03:10
Subject: [K-list] K-list (EGO)
From: felix
On 2001/05/05 03:10, felix posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: "Christopher Wynter" <lifestreamsATnospambigpond.com>
To: <K-list >
Sent: Friday, May 04, 2001 3:26 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] EGO
> Hi Felix ..
>
> The computer analogy is a very good one for understanding
how
> the human mind/body programming works ..
>
> In answer to your question, on the surface level, the
first
> manifestations of the ego are all the visible IO devices
>
> The Keyboard, Monitor, Printer ..
>
> Then when you go deeper, it is the programs themselves
> which are the programs of the ego ..
>
> The Operating System .. is like a religion .. Windows
> behaves one way and will not talk to Linux or Beos ..
>
> and to go deeper still, even the BIOS code can be found to
> be ego ..
>
> because all of these are written by unknown
> programmers .. sit there, defining how the
computer
> will interrelate to the world around it .. You
and Me
> for example ...
I figure the people who programmed all those things gotta
gnow who they are and what they did, somehow, Christopher,
no matter whose intent directed their efforts, or to what
purpose their work was consummated. Perhaps their egos were
anniliated in the process, to some degree, like one Pharoah
having the previous Pharoah's name replaced, but while they
were still the Pharoah, life must have been a kick.
I don't know if the programmer's themselves determined how
the computer would interrelate to the world as much as the
limits of the computer did at the time they did what they
did. Much like the luck of the Genome draw can determine
what programs will run in what body.
I'm still looking for a specific thing here, Christian,
because even though I have heard and read this word/symbol
most of my adult life..and have been accused countless times
of having an out-of-control-one (With which I most heartily
agree!), I don't gnow what the hell they're talking about.
Only because I got a strong ego do I persist in thinking
it's okay for me to be whatever in hell it is I am,
elsewise I might agree with everything everybody says about
nothing in particular...and yet, I been accused of being
nothing in particular too. Just what the hell is going on
hyah? Don't I have a write to gnow? To grow? I have no thing
to show for all I supposedly haven't done. Ain't that the
damn-est?
Maybe it has something to do with me thinking the world owes
me a dying.
> All of these go us to making up the personality of the
> computer .. because, when you look at the differences
> between a PC and a Mac, they have their personalities
> and their Individualities.
No. If one who assigns human careactoristics to an animal is
behaving anthropomorphically, could the person who assigns
personalities to computers be behaving adroidistically?
That's just sick! Either that or they're on an ego
tri....Damn! I think I've got it!
The_rain_in_Spain_stays.....
> On the deepest level, for that that which is not ego,
> I would consider the basic hardware set with its
> mother board and chipset, all of the IO devices, and
> its power supply ..
So, in essence, Christopher, you're saying the computer
itself, the hardware part, is not imbued with that which is
not so self-evident in the human mind as an...ego? Right? It
is within the personality assigned to it by the entity
entertaining itself with it as judge, jury, and the right of
habeus corpus to unearth any truth needed to get the band to
play an encore. Well, if the music's good...why wouldn't I
lie? I didn't pay to get in here. I got a friend of a friend
who...
>
> sitting there waiting for someone to program
> it so that it can do something which its owner
> might consider useful ...
That just sounds so romantic. "...sitting there waiting for
someone..." Oh God! Will somebody just kill me. It's just
too
much! I see the light! Where have I been? I want to be used
too, Christopher, I'm just like that
computer...waiting...waiting...yearning...angst a'plenty. Oh
My God, someone finally understands. I thought I'd lost my
chance...and now?
How could I ever have thought I had ego...I got no ego, not
compared to THAT! It's just too much..I feel
faint...somebody help me...I stumble...I swoon...ahhh.
Oh...NO! Not K too, not now...not now...B*tch! Stop!
stop..no..no..oh god..oh god..i love ya...ohhhhhhhhhhh.
>
> and like the computer, we can get software and
> hardware conflicts .. and viruses sent to us by
> email .. and if we try to run too many programs
> at once, the system crashes ..
>
> Right through the work I have been doing with myself
> I have seen the behaviour of my computers firstly
> as a mirror for what is going on in my deeper world ..
Yes! I'm seeing it too, brother, Hallelujah! I'm hear...I'm
listening....ohhhhhh.
>
> and, you know, the same principles apply ..
> we do come equipped with a virus scan..
> and a set of diagnostics
>
> and if we run them on ourselves
> we do function much better
> without so many conflicts and crashes ...
Yes! Brother..! I concur. I am moved by yo'
eloquence...'tell it all!
Momma?
> every so often, it is good to check for broken links,
> run scan disk, do a defrag .. check for fragments
> of old programs we no longer need which we thought
> we might have erased ..
>
> and then, to travel where most are afraid to
look,
> to check all of the libraries in the registry
looking
> for fragmented code ...
>
> Youy know, I have even found that you can take
> all of the programs that you really want, and all
> of the data files .. store them somewhere for
> however long it takes (I use a second computer)
This is amazing! This is a miracle! I can feel it! Somebody
hold me...tighter...tighter...Ohhhhhhh
> and then go through and dump everything ..
> releasing all of the past, reformatting the
> hard drive .. and then load back in only those
> programs which are really going to prove
> useful in what you are doing now ..
>
> and this is a good time to include
> all of the latest versions of the software .
>
> So yes, Felix .. the computer can be a very good mirror
>
> cw
Wow! Christopher, that's one thing about belonging to one of
these mailing lists that brings tears to mah ol' eyes. Lord
Have Mercy On My Soul! I am enraptured by all the
edification and education espoused with the logic of the
spheres. Akashic Records, you can just kiss my ass! I'm
saved! I understand. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....Shit! ;-)
felix
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