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Recieved: 2001/05/03 01:34
Subject: Re: [K-list] My story ....Peppers dreams
From: Ditomaso
On 2001/05/03 01:34, Ditomaso posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Pepper:
I have finally gotten around to checking out your more recent dreams.
I too see my dreams as clues to my current spiritual state and
valuable clues to current issues. I think your're right-on in your
own analysis.
My dreams have played a very key role in my awakening process to
date. Each extraordinary spritual experience I have had has been
preceeded by and followed by intense "teaching dreams". In fact,
learning to understand the language of dream by studying mythology
and starting to decipher my own dreams seemed to in trigger/speed-up
my awakening experience. In retrospect, I think some were designed
to entice me down this path; others to shock me into attention; and
some to literally crack me open.
In the last 3 years, I will have only an occasional "teaching" dream,
and they help me understand the point I seem to be missing. I
believe because I am now atively paying attention I am being spared
the terrifying stuff.
I don't have the feeling that the dreams are pictures of other lives
at all, although I do think that either I must be a Native American
in another life &/or have an indian guide since the Indian stuff seem
to be a very long-running theme in my dreams. Or, sometimes I think
that the dreams are just tailored in such a way to peak my attention
&/or crack me open. During my awakeing period I also had numerous
dreams of losing my children and then usually finding them again -
talk about traumatic!
Sounds like you've already got the hang of it. I have been helping my
sister and a few others discover the messages in their dreams-and I
really enjoy it. As with many of my own, sometimes the dreams are
only fully understood in hindsight and also add further proof
that we are being guided steadily throughout this process.
I can relate also to what you said about having been asleep for
several years. I too have felt like I have been not totally asleep,
but just taking it slow for awhile. Needing the time to integrate
new concepts - retraining the mind and convincing it to cooperate.
For me the initial awakening experience were way too intense to deny,
and yet what happened was so outside anything I had ever experienced
that it has taken some time to get comfortable with the new emerging
me. Now that I seem to be getting more at ease with my new self and
have suggested that I am ready for a little more,the coincidences
have started to pick up again.
I love what you said here:
"I am thinking now that it is not up to me to make myself responsible
to be in control of that power. It is up to me to step aside and let
this inner power release It's blessings into my life and as I touch
others with my understanding, it will then rub off and start a chain
reaction."
YES! I think that is exactly what I need to "Get" next - I am so
aware of this enormous power, and have been afraid of misusing it
somehow. In the last few years my remaining doubts have been melted
away by the manifestation of many of my concious requests of spirit:
The perfect "at home" job for my husband, new neighbors with kids for
mine to play with, meeting other people in this process of awakening,
meeting others who are further along the path.....etc. The speed of
manifestion has seemed to speed up dramatically lately to the point
of where on a trip I had forgotten and needed a covered rubber band
for my hair, and later that evening one was shot at me from who-knows-
where in the lodge dining area and almost landed in my soup! I have
become very careful about what I think -knowing now that it is very
likely to show up,and have been wondering lately, "OK given this
power, what great things could I do?" But, after hearing what you
said I realize that this has been still my worrying/controlling ego-
mind talking. Yes, "step aside and let this inner power release It's
blessings!"..sounds like surrender...AGAIN.
Thanks for your insights,
Laurel (Crazy Housewife)
P.S. Sounds like spirit is allowing you to bring your creative gifts
into full form - Please let me know when you are ready to share some
of your stories! ld
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Pepper J. Baxter"
<pjdaveybaxterATnospamn...> wrote:
> Hi, Even when K. isn't active you should be able to still activate
healing
> etc. unless your belief system is limiting you to that idea. Use
that prior
> "happening" when K. was in process as a reference point and bring
the healing
> and immune system into action just like when K was acting up
priorly. I know
> this first hand from back in the 70's before I messed my belief
system up for
> many reasons, and barred myself from all that kind of thing. Not by
your
> will, but by "Thy Will" be done if we open an inner door and allow
our God
> energy to perform for us. I am beginning to understand, though I
haven't
> quite got a real handle on it yet, that when we really begin to see
that we
> are only a cartoon caricature of the real SELF residing inside of
us as if in
> cognito, or at the controls of a skin/bone/hank of hair robot,...
then we
> know the "WHO" that is really "The One" in control.
> I woke up this morning and did a "day off" sort of snooz-in. I
intend to do
> this more often for the messages I received were such appetizing
food for
> thought!
> I woke up dreaming that that my partially gone teeth were back as
if they had
> never been pulled. But the two front upper teeth had a space
between them
> now. Teeth to me are psychological aspects of my inner self, and
it's growth
> at intervals that are about to out picture into my waking life.
(usually
> within a year or sooner unless it shows I have a "stuck prob".)
Then I know
> it will take a bit longer maybe,...depending on diligence on my
part to learn
> as fast as possible an understanding that will trigger the needed
end result.
> The dream is telling me I'm about to have my Lower/Higher selves
merge as
> like in marriage but that I have to gain enough understanding to
actually
> trigger this merging myself. I have to totally understand this
whole concept
> more than just intellectually. It is what we refer to as God Energy
etc. who
> is looking out at the world through your eye sockets. "Whoa!
There's me as a
> tree growing fruit within a minute, and a cute puppy levitating,
and a
> swimming pool where you can breath under water." "Hey, turn ME lose
so I can
> do MY stuff." It is your physical eye balls that see the world with
such
> limitations as not being able to breath under water etc.while the
God self
> sees the limitless through non- physical inner eyes.How soon will
be up to
> me, and my unlocking that inner door, and knocking to release that
higher
> power. It has been too awesome to let loose my lock as I have been
afraid I
> could not control It's awesome power. Ha! I am thinking now that
it is not up
> to me to make myself responsible to be in control of that power. It
is up to
> me to step aside and let this inner power release It's blessings
into my life
> and as I touch others with my understanding, it will then rub off
and start a
> chain reaction.Aren't we all supposed to be doing this very thing!
> A dream prior showed a shelf cut all along the upper gum ridge and
a whole
> upper row of false teeth had been made to set on this ridge by way
of the
> gums so that I would need no stickum to keep them from falling out.
A secure,
> man made, stable shelf. Then I saw the shelf fastly wearing down
and my set
> of dentures sliding off and always slipping as my real gums
continued to
> diminish before my very eyes. I got from those symbols that my
secure set of
> beliefs about the physical/material world were about to wear away
and crumble
> leaving me unstable for the moment until the new set of teeth (new
belief
> system) inserts itself. I know it will because I had no signs of
fear or
> panic in the dream as at some other times in life in other areas of
work
> needing done on the inner planes.
> I feel at times that anything I have to say is probably absurd,
boring and
> stupid after I have the nerve to hit that button and send. I always
seem to
> feel at that minute I finally push, "jeeze, maybe I shouldn't have
sent
> that." "Nothing ventured, nothing gained. PJB or Pepper
> RecoveringSerenaATnospama... wrote:
>
> >
In a message dated 04/26/2001 4:02:41 AM W. Europe Daylight Time,
> > ggonzalezATnospams... writes:
> >
> > > When K is active, a person can - at will - activate certain
functions
> > > like a immune response. One thing I have been able to do with
my K (
> > > and so far the *only* thing ) is to heal myself (but only on
one part
> > > of my body : My throat). I have used a mix of K energy ( I can
> > > control my K energy, and make it go anywhere in my body ) and
> > > visualization to activate a immune response when the first
symtoms of
> > > an infection show up.
> >
> > Hi Gabriel-
> >
> > I have learned to quiet my overactive immune system in order to
stop
> > flares of inflammatory arthritis. I also learned to relax the
muscles
> > around my arthritic joints that were in chronic state of spasm.
> > This was really important for pain management and recovering
mobility.
> >
> > I did this through visualization. I didn't think of it as an
ability
> > that was due to kundalini awakening but that is probably as valid
a way
> > to think about it as any.
> >
> > Serena
> >
> >
> > http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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