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Recieved: 2001/05/01 23:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] bless you
From: Sherman Buck
On 2001/05/01 23:35, Sherman Buck posted thus to the K-list:
dear christopher,
my letter was in response to the lengthly one you wrote about those who
share others wisdom, dead or otherwise, and dont give credit where they get
it from. an interesting response on your part. the fact that you know stuart
is interesting. that means the theory of six degrees of separation is true.
how about that. but, i dont think it will get you any more points to
enlightenment. thank you for trying to push my buttons. as stuart says,
thank the assholes for pushing your buttons, they teach you to no longer
react. i am reminded that i have the choice as to whether to play the game
or not. i am choosing to not play the game. i dont need it, dont get any
erection out of it, dont get any reward for being good enough, dont get a
pat on the back, or a dog bone. i dont have a fan club or any group of
people who worship me. nor do i wish that to be so. i came here to
experience a complete world full of unconditional love, an enlightened
world, a completely conscious world in
full regalia of the Divine. while playing the old game may be a great
orgasmic treat in the short haul, it has little value in the long run.
having been made love to by the divine i can attest that the old game is a
done deal. in the morning i awaken with the realization that i have been
given another day to live as fully and as authentically as possible. i can
look myself in the mirror and know that i have done the best i can do and
strive to grow more. i can look at myself in the mirror and live with
myself, knowing i have been as honest and integral as possible. i have
looked at myself, from many perspectives and sit across from those shadow
selves that would love to go back asleep into the dark. today has been a
busy day for them, trying to pull me off track, get my goad, get a fix off
me by getting me angry or irate. they need too because they are getting
desperate. they know i am not going to let go and am going to see it all the
way through. i know the games they play because i am them as well. i dont
separate the two trying to avoid them. there is a new game in town and it is
being introduced with rapture for those who are very tired of the game. they
are tired in ways that sicken and impoverish the young and old alike. the
idea of what we think love and joy is is so far removed from what it really
is that it makes the distance beween the earth and the sun look like
nothing. but then again that's all there is right, nothing. but oh how we
dread going there, for we have to face ourselves. but its not that bad
really, if you just accept it, but most dont go there because ego will
scream in absolute terror of the light. i would think with all the pain and
suffering that goes on here would make ego want to go to that realm to
experience such rapture that it reaps here. but then again, that is the
deal, it gets to feed off others here in this dimension that it corrals into
its snares, while it avoids any direct pain and suffering itself. sucks the
life right out of them. hmm vampires? now how about that. perhaps if it had
a dose of its own medicine it would let go and join together in harmony.
here's one for you michael, sing it buddy, "wont you come home dear ego,
wont you come home! wont you come home dear ego, wont you come home." (sung
to the same tune as "wont you come home bill bailey, wont you come home.").
i'd sing it for you, but i dont have any way of recording it to send it on
line. darn it anyway. but i think you get my point.
blessings to you dear christopher, for i will not hate you, fear you, be
angry with you, despise you, be jealous of you, because you are me as well.
however i am going to speak the truth, think of me as your conscience, for i
am part of you as well dear man.
sherman
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