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Recieved: 2001/04/28  16:16  
Subject: Re: [K-list] My story 
From: Pepper J. Baxter
  
On 2001/04/28  16:16, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list: Hi, Even when K. isn't active you should be able to still activate healing 
etc. unless your belief system is limiting you to that idea. Use that prior 
"happening" when K. was in process as a reference point and bring the healing 
and immune system into action just like when K was acting up priorly. I know 
this first hand from back in the 70's before I messed my belief system up for 
many reasons, and barred myself from all that kind of thing. Not by your 
will, but by "Thy Will" be done if we open an inner door and allow our God 
energy to perform for us. I am beginning to understand, though I haven't 
quite got a real handle on it yet, that when we really begin to see that we 
are only a cartoon caricature of the real SELF residing inside of us as if in 
cognito, or at the controls of a skin/bone/hank of hair robot,... then we 
know the "WHO" that is really "The One" in control. 
I woke up this morning and did a "day off" sort of snooz-in. I intend to do 
this more often for the messages I received were such appetizing food for 
thought! 
I woke up dreaming that that my partially gone teeth were back as if they had 
never been pulled. But the two front upper teeth had a space between them 
now. Teeth to me are psychological aspects of my inner self, and it's growth 
at intervals that are about to out picture into my waking life. (usually 
within a year or sooner unless it shows I have a "stuck prob".) Then I know 
it will take a bit longer maybe,...depending on diligence on my part to learn 
as fast as possible an understanding that will trigger the needed end result. 
The dream is telling me I'm about to have my Lower/Higher selves merge as 
like in marriage but that I have to gain enough understanding to actually 
trigger this merging myself. I have to totally understand this whole concept 
more than just intellectually. It is what we refer to as God Energy etc. who 
is looking out at the world through your eye sockets.  "Whoa! There's me as a 
tree growing fruit within a minute, and a cute puppy levitating, and a 
swimming pool where you can breath under water." "Hey, turn ME lose so I can 
do MY stuff." It is your physical eye balls that see the world with such 
limitations as not being able to breath under water etc.while the God self 
sees the limitless through non- physical inner eyes.How soon will be up to 
me, and my unlocking that inner door, and knocking to release that higher 
power. It has been too awesome to let loose my lock as I have been afraid I 
could not control It's awesome power. Ha! I am thinking now that it is not up 
to me to make myself responsible to be in control of that power. It is up to 
me to step aside and let this inner power release It's blessings into my life 
and as I touch others with my understanding, it will then rub off and start a 
chain reaction. Aren't we all supposed to be doing this very thing! 
 A dream prior showed a shelf cut all along the upper gum ridge and a whole 
upper row of false teeth had been made to set on this ridge by way of the 
gums so that I would need no stickum to keep them from falling out. A secure, 
man made, stable shelf. Then I saw the shelf fastly wearing down and my set 
of dentures sliding off and always slipping as my real gums continued to 
diminish before my very eyes. I got from those symbols that my secure set of 
beliefs about the physical/material world were about to wear away and crumble 
leaving me unstable for the moment until the new set of teeth (new belief 
system) inserts itself. I know it will because I had no signs of fear or 
panic in the dream as at some other times in life in other areas of work 
needing done on the inner planes. 
I feel at times that anything I have to say is probably absurd, boring and 
stupid after I have the nerve to hit that button and send. I always seem to 
feel at that minute I finally push, "jeeze, maybe I shouldn't have sent 
that." "Nothing ventured, nothing gained. PJB or Pepper
 RecoveringSerenaATnospamaol.com wrote:
 
>  In a message dated 04/26/2001 4:02:41 AM W. Europe Daylight Time, 
> ggonzalezATnospamsiebel.com writes: 
> 
> > When K is active, a person can - at will - activate certain functions 
> >  like a immune response. One thing I have been able to do with my K ( 
> >  and so far the *only* thing ) is to heal myself (but only on one part 
> >  of my body : My throat). I have used a mix of K energy ( I can 
> >  control my K energy, and make it go anywhere in my body ) and 
> >  visualization to activate a immune response when the first symtoms of 
> >  an infection show up. 
> 
> Hi Gabriel- 
> 
> I have learned to quiet my overactive immune system in order to stop 
> flares of inflammatory arthritis. I also learned to relax the muscles 
> around my arthritic joints that were in chronic state of spasm. 
> This was really important for pain management and recovering mobility. 
> 
> I did this through visualization. I didn't think of it as an ability 
> that was due to kundalini awakening but that is probably as valid a way 
> to think about it as any. 
> 
> Serena 
>
  
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