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Recieved: 2001/04/14 13:15
Subject: [K-list] For Shelly Colston
From: Pepper J. Baxter
On 2001/04/14 13:15, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:
Thanks, I can now read your messages just fine. I am glad I didn't pass
it by saying nothing. I am at a crossroads now for about a year, and
catch myself wondering why I'm hanging around...though not enough to
ever "cash it in myself". I never think on those terms. A passel of
crows (for real), have hung around the back of the long garage that
faces the long sun room with windows the full length of the room. About
a month or 1 1/2 months they all left but two. They are huge and strut
around back and forth like the two cartoon crows, Heckel, and Jeckel
along the garage, and look in at me for a little while every day
sometime after lunch time passes. Soon one of the crows flys from the
garage roof, and feet first, wings flailing...flys up against the
window, then shoves itself away only to go back and do it over, and over
again. The last few days I have gone to the back door and opened it to
see if they will come in that way if I go away from it. But before I can
even get to that door the crow knows I am not going into another room or
somewhere else. It knows I am going to open the back door and flys away
to the roof of a house across the way, the other to follow as if in
training. I am wondering if it has a message for Beatrice, my aunt who
will be 92 this next 4th of July. She is in great shape and has not
gotten fat and lazy-like for her age. We go for walks and do the
shopping center thing etc. When I took her in she was like a couch zomby
and had no memory, consintration, focus etc. I began to ask questions
like, " Is that Betty Davis or Joan Crowford in this movie?", making her
use her mind. Now, after about a years time she can tell me what is
happening on a program while I've been out of the room, spell as well as
I, and lots of other things that to her were impossible a year ago. She
had no idea about the Spiritual, and thought that when you die thats the
end of it. I gave her lots of ideas to mull over. I wonder if she's ok
to go now, and the crow is trying to tell she and I that her time here
is near the end of her story on the earth. Bea is afraid to "die" and
doesn't ever want to cross on over. She is over half deaf and it is
frusterating to where she feels like giving up at times though. She sits
so straite all the time and at times I can feel the Kundalini flowing.
At these times her fingers will tap urgently on a table on her lap. She
now believes illness is a state of mind, as is health. I agree but I
don't seem to be able to think my teeth back and wear a bridge because
of an accident. I dreamed one night about about a year ago that Gods
breath spoke to me saying, "Would you like to have your new teeth now?"
like a little child I breathed in anticipation, "Oh yes thank you. "Do
you want to see them first?" "Oh yes please.(quite childlike)May I!"
Suddenly there they were big as life. I was overwhelmed. Then it
suddenly occured to me that they were giant-huge. I paniced. My mind
raced with fears of the teeth being jammed into my tiny, human mouth and
maybe cutting and tearing my mouth all to heck. I screemed out, "Oh
they'er too big for my mouth. I can't wear them. They'er toooo big." I
became aware of the energy becoming confuised and wondering what had
gone wrong with It's perfict gift. It vanished as if it had wound down
fast and then totally deleted Itself out of the picture for that time
and idea. I awakened totally crushed as I realized what I had done. ? (A
lion dream!) I was lying in a forrest taking a nap in the arms of a big,
kindly shee lion. I looked up into the sky, and saw a huge male lion
walking as a king would back and forth, back and forth. He was in a
large patch of billowy clouds and each time he switched his tail
beautiful, powerful sparks would fly like sparkelers from it's tip. I
was fascinated and raised my hand up into the sky to touch him but the
shee lion gently took my arm down and said I must not touch him directly
at that time. She gave me the impression she was giving me a preview of
coming events. Ha! This dream was about 10 years or so ago.P.J.B.
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