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Recieved: 2001/04/14 09:30
Subject: [K-list] Re: for Pepper ... animal dreams
From: SHELLY COLSTON
On 2001/04/14 09:30, SHELLY COLSTON posted thus to the K-list:
Hi PJB,
I am not sure why it is presenting like so!! I may need to check my email
format options??...I am a computer novice. I am wondering if this one is
coming through on your end in same way? It looks normal on my pc.Let me know
and I will look into my computer innards more to find a reason..
I did get a giggle anyhow..in how my letter also may be reflecting how I am
swinging from ol left/brain source to right brain source lately !!
Grin..".can't make up my mind".
In catching up with a weeks worth of wonderful posts, I found it was old
topic news anyhow!!' A day late and dollarshort' !
Sorry it came through frustrating to read!
Many blesssing and I left intact below,in case it comes through better this
time. Then, I do hope it was even worth your'e gentle time to so kindly read
!!
peace and light,
Shelly
-----Original Message-----
From: Pepper J. Baxter <"pjdaveybaxterATnospamnctimes.net"ATnospamnctimes.net>
To: SHELLY COLSTON <spyraldancerATnospammpinet.net>
Date: Friday, April 13, 2001 7:13 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] Animals dreams and 'this world' visits...
Shelly, Is there something I can do to your message so that I can read it
without running it way off from e left to right? P.J.B.
SHELLY COLSTON wrote:
> Is the animal dream poll still on? If so, here is my two nickels.
> Before I go into dreams ,I do want to say before my Kundalini activated
(It's those 'aliens' you know..saying okay..let's activate this ones energy
today and see what happens'..3,2,1,,,Houston we have blast off.'.LOL)...2
months before my first full K, I experienced many run ins with real snakes
in my yard. A beautiful 5 foot red rat snake, that I almost grasped while
picking up tree branches! 'Yikes..that branch moved!!' She was beautiful and
I got to touch her and I have since learned lives here in mama oak tree(yes
my trees here have names and personality!!)..I found her shed skin later in
tree nook and kept it..a sacred gift from her to me I feel! Also...a few
coral snakes, a few of the guys who look like coral snakes but have no venom
crossed my path, and my cat dragged a black rat snake..about 2 feet
long..into the house one day when I had left sliding glass door open..and
sat there in hallway next to it..looking at me like, this is for you!! Now
that was a BIG surprise!! (it was quite alive still and fine,she didn't
injure it a bit which I found strange knowing Keiko's usual feline killer
antics)!) and finally in single span of 2 days..3 pigmy rattlers, 2 of
which my husband did in due to danger of venom and a horse residing
here..well..Right before my first k experience..I refused to let my husband
kill the 3rd pigmy rattler ..I just felt something very deep looking at it
and said no,no more killing of the critters..they are just lost!!..!! and I
instead found courage(lol..after failing to convince hubby to do it) and
took it down to the river to let it go..and told it to not find it's way
again where people were..to stay away from people and it will live long and
happy(yes I stood there talking to a snake as I watched it slither
off..)maybe..it is interesting that one week later...my kundalini awakened !
Maybe I was being tested and got something right with choice to not kill 3rd
pigmy?? Who knows?? Although I would see snakes now and then when I
garden..the amount of my snake run ins and sightings at this time...just
feels rather extraordinary to me still today. I also received during this
period frequent visits from the hawk,a pair of baby mother less raccoons who
were huddled right at my pond and let me just pick them up and I nursed them
to grow big and free now(Chevas and Hector)..a crow(the crow saved my life
that day..another story..ah heck..I will tell it)..a unusual amount of
yellow butterflies same day ,that the crow actually was wanting to show
me(that was the day I decided I could and would heal myself,my life, I would
not give in to FMS pain and loss of function..if not at least find a total
cure...I would find/see the good in life again..get my life back!!..for the
crow came and showed me that day..it was still all around me..love and
beauty ..amazing butterflies out of nowhere..'miracles' are real..if you
believe!! if I just opened my heart and eyes to them and believed in the
beauty!! I knew then deeply that day..a shift in me took place..there was
something positive to come out of this Fibromyalgia that was 'stealing' my
life then..I just needed to see it as a huge gift of learning too!! I was
going to DO IT and ..I have a insistent crow who made me put that valium
bottle down and go outside to LOOK beyond myself..too see a hundred
butterflies all grouped there..so beautiful...my little struggle,was
nothing..so small!! Yes, I have one crow ...to thank for that and being here
today!!),also a big old gopher turtle kept popping up and 2 owls during this
period. All were teaching and guiding me..to again love earth and to
stay..to make again a decision to BE HERE FULLY.
> Something was very much up with all these 'visits'!! It was Time for miss
silly Shelly to wake up!! LOL....
>
> As far as dreams...as a child I often dreamt of a shark swimming around
and around me...
> also..of being in the middle of a school of dolphin. Could of been from
watching too many Flipper episodes as a young one??....yet years later(age
15)...while living on Guam and snorkeling...I experienced both of these
encounters at Double Reef! Yes..one event was breathtaking..well both
were...but one had me saying Oh..please 'don't go yet' and one had me
swimming like a bat out of hell for the boat,praying my butt off and
painfully aware that I was swimming on top of the water..like a floating
tasty cork as I made my way to the boat...."don't look back,,gotta look
back..where is it?..is it right behind me?..oh god help me just get to the
boat.."LOL.....I shook for awhile after that one....''NICE BOAT, LOVE THE
BOAT...STAY ON THE BOAT NOW..''..grin.
>
> Current animal dreams...
> I dream of a trio of 'talking' horses,who feel like wise guardians to me
in these dreams and last dream they were trying to teach me freedom..that I
can be free..even if in a fenced pasture..they showed me they could jump
over and get out at anytime,but don't need too to be free so don;t..they
jumped out and right back in!! ..because there is freedom inside always..the
fence is illusion!! ...that is true freedom they said! then they told me to
run with them and showed me my inner freedom by running across a field ,of
course in total joy and abandon!! Wonderful dream as I became a horse too!!
Then dreams of, a panther, a crow and group of foxes.And don't laugh,but
this one dream that has that 'other quality' ,of a message to it...was of a
10' inch yoda like/guinea pig critter! A guinea pig Buddha guru I
guess..lol..!! His message was for me to keep walking the path and to trust
I have much help all around me !! To never fear 'not knowing' something(in
this dream I was looking for my very real little flying squirrel ,Turbo
Tiki..and though I found him..I did not know if he was dead or alive(don;t
ask,dream world)..and that is when I went out of the house to get help and
there too my left, off of the walkway ,at my eye level,was a altar like
rock thing and my Yoda guinea pig (he had about 12 other hamster like guru
ones around him..but they weren't there for me..?? looking me eye level and
saying the above!
>
> Well...I have not dreamt of snakes..but I think I had their energy visits
in real time! I believe animals will come in both worlds to you and I now
have learned to pay attention to the animals(don't have to hit me over the
head with it anymore!!LOL) who come to you from both realms at all times.
Very truly, there is something to this.
> Hmm, well that's my story.
> Dear most Excellent Hillary, to sum up for your poll gathering number
ease..
> Horses
> snakes
> panther
> fox
> crow
> turtle
> shark
> dolphin
> red tailed hawks
> owl
> raccoon
> and...'one yoda guinea pig'...........
> Love to All!!
> Shelly
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