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Recieved: 2001/04/02 19:09
Subject: [K-list] Reality, was Re: Imposed Silence
From: Murrkis

On 2001/04/02 19:09, Murrkis posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Wim,

>Nina wrote:
>>but then
>>I return to find that there are still issues
>>there about fear of being "found out"... I
>>even doubt my own realness. Am I making
>>this up? My well-exercised imagination is
>>suspect... thus, my experience is suspect.
>
>So Nina you are not suspect... you do exist in reality

Whew, that's a relief. ;)

After sending that last post, I laughed when I remembered all the different
ways I have used the phrase "found out". Typically, in the context of
knowing what someone else wants, but "secretly" living my life otherwise.
The most recent manifestation of this: suppressing feelings of "craziness"
over "unusual" events in my life, which I keep hidden from all but 2 people
in my life. How tedious it becomes to keep the various "lives" straight.

Let's all just repeat, over and over, "I willingly release the need for
this condition." :) And then I'll go out and drop the bombshell of who I
really am on everyone.

Reality. Ack. Makes my head hurt.

:*, Wim.

Nina




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