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Recieved: 2001/03/31  01:14  
Subject: [K-list] Re: No more yoga 
From: sasse
  
On 2001/03/31  01:14, sasse posted thus to the K-list: Hi Nina,
 
This comes a bit late but it comes... You wrote:  
 
> Now, I am growing alarmed that practicing hatha yoga 
is also out of the 
> question... as I can't seem to make it halfway 
through without crying. This 
> has happened at every single class.  
> Has anyone else had this experience? Is it 
permanent?
 
I wanted to learn to meditate in 1978.   I knew only 
some exercises and little of the philosophy.  In spite 
of my monkey mind I got into some kind of samadhi 
state, which changed all my later life.  For about 
half a year after that my meditation was just crying.  
 I was going through a crisis (divorce) in my life and 
perhaps crying could be called thorough cleansing.  I 
was young and ambitious...  and in love with my yoga 
teacher, so I went on.  It is possible that my 
experience of "heaven within" took place more because 
of love - and less because of the practise.  
 
The crying period was hard.  But it ended before I 
gave up yoga later on.  So according to my experience 
it is not permanent.   :)))  What is your motive to go 
on?   If you knew what to do, what it would be... :)
 
Love,  
Sasse
 
 
 
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