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Recieved: 2001/03/28 11:11
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 519
From: Cleocatras
On 2001/03/28 11:11, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Nina,
As Wim and Hillary wrote, I myself always felt yoga exercises were only some
social response - a positioning statement that said " I am into this sort of
alternative stuff - what I do outwardly is defining what I am doing inwardly"
Unfortunately, the self disciplined set times for this activity seemed very
contrary to my K energy - K has a life of its own, no clocks or timers are
involved, nor a conscious "what I am supposed to be doing" mental effort.
Essentially, I only lasted through two classes way back when I was just old
enough to drive, and my body is too cranky to go back since then.
But... those tears you describe? Hmmm... maybe my story will give you
something new about them. A long time ago, before I ever knew much about my
connection to God/dess, (which I still dont know much, but only just a little
bit more) I knew I was connected as I had many clarvoiant experiences and
such, and even at a very young age, when I would go into a church, I could
not go in without knowing I would feel myself rise into my K state. Every
time this would occur, tears would just roll down my cheeks. Basically, I
could not go into any church without crying like a baby. I finally connected
these feelings to my submission to God/dess and releasing my trust and faith
in what was meant for me, and completely letting go...
This process manifested itself in another beautiful way about twelve years
ago, when a very high energy Holy Pentacostal Bishop "laid hands" on my
forehead and I spontaneously went off into a high vibration of dance, which
included elevating off the floor - this would occur every time I went into
his little Holy Rollin' Church. It was an extremely high energy state. The
tears stopped at this point, since my mind was over-ruled and I was let go
and the energy totally controlled my body in this profound way. The proof of
the control was amazing, I was nearly unknowing of any of it but the common
practice of dancing in the spirit was accepted there and the others would
just join hands and build circles around you, while you litterally bounced
and shook all over and elevated off the floor as well.
Of course, these people had no knowledge of our descriptions of K energy,
only that they were spirit filled -- so when one of the church elders looked
at me and saw the Kundalini snake superimposed over my face she screached out
a death defying yell and pointed and babbled about Satan in me... needless to
say, the dancing had its last day shortly after that...
I do know in a high energy room with others, this state can come about
easily, when you go into a meditative state while standing and give a few
little jumps when you feel the euphoria, the jumps turn into a life of their
own and you stay in the euphoric state, which reinforces that letting go, as
it is so very pleasant to feel you are a foot off the ground. I would not
advice without others present as you might crash into something -- you are
totally "not present" while in this state.
This was my next significant step after those beautiful tears you described,
that is why I thought you should hear my story...
Blessings,
Cat
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