To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/23 12:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] I sugest a lurker week
From: s.cohen
On 2001/03/23 12:35, s.cohen posted thus to the K-list:
chbioenergyATnospambtclick.com wrote:
>
> Would it not be a good idea to have a lurker's week
Technically I'm a lurker, but it's only technically, because I'm very
new here, and I intended to read, absorb and try to understand what this
is all about, before jumping in. (netiquette 101). I loved the lurker
week idea, it made me smile so much that I had to introduce my self.
Hi, I'm Shoshana.
I think I had my energies tampered with, about 2.5 years ago. I met
someone, I have never met anyone like him. On the good side, he is the
strongest most loving person I know, on the bad side, he is self centred
and is Robin Hood, taking from whom he sees as wrong and giving to those
he sees as right, and now he is spending 6 years in jail for that
attitude. I miss him very much. Sometimes I drive out to see him, the
jail is in an amazing place in the Galilee mountains (I live in Israel).
Those mountains are so full of energy I can't even begin describing it.
Sometimes I would tell my friends stories about him. Several different
people remarked that using your energy for your own personal gain is
not done.
He used his power on me, and I fell in love with him, this was before I
even knew how to say 'chakra', and I would try to explain to friends
that something in my energy got mixed up. I felt as if my soul had been
put through a blender.
(on high)
So what he did to me was very wrong but it caused something very good I
learned to love without clinging I learned to love without promises I
learned to love here and now I learned to give I learned to ask for what
I need I learned I learned I learned I learned. I miss him a lot. Before
jail, if we were not spending the night together I could 'call' him, I
would feel him in bed next to me, I could feel his warmth I could feel
his strength, everything would be ok. I can't do that anymore. The
prison walls are much too thick.
He is the one that first told me about kundalini. I hope to learn a lot
more on this list.
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