To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/19 19:20
Subject: Re: [K-list] over-sensitivity.
From: v
On 2001/03/19 19:20, v posted thus to the K-list:
> >Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> >
> > > <snip> Even regular awakened folks who are not
> > > "clinical" like V., may go through hypersensitive periods where the energy
> > > itself is almost more than their minds can cope with, let alone having some
>
> > > righteous idiot pushing their buttons and spewing judgments out of some
> > > wayward "good intention".
> > > Let alone feeling unsafe to share with other members, even off list
> > > for fear of having private mail "outed" on the list.
> >
> ><snip>
> >
> >Angelique and List,
> > Gee, I apologize that I caused such a ruckus now. Ironically, earlier this
>
> >afternoon, I had decided to forgive Simon. He has been so tactfully
> >defended by
> >Wim, and I realized that - although he is somewhat long-winded in making many
> >misconstrued points around this situation, that he really meant no harm
> >purposefully. He wasn't TRYING to push my buttons, he just managed to.
> >Unfortunately, the post I wrote to officially forgive him was lost when my
> >computer mysteriously shut down, and I had no time to recompose it at that
> >time.
> > Yet, it *is* a good thing that people honor the rules of netiquette,
> > such as
> >NOT posting private emails to the list, especially on here where we are
> >composed
> >in a large part by the "walking wounded". And yes, at the time when I
> >wrote "back
> >off", his reaction to that urban legend post about me having no heart, and
> >being
> >cold and clinical WAS too much unwarranted criticism for me to bear, and
> >particularly the length. It would have been nicer if it had never
> >happened, but
> >it did, and it never stopped. Just recently ribbing me for not using my
> >sense of
> >humor, and also how adversity is a neccessary part of communication, plus
> >Wim's
> >defense of him, I did decide that none of this controversy was
> >neccessarily meant
> >to harm me, nor worth continueing.
> >
> > But, thankyou Angelique. Perhaps it was the way of the Forces to
> > mysteriously
> >shut down my computer earlier this afternoon, so that you could admonish
> >people
> >as to the importance of being respectful, such as you did, anyway.
> >
> > But, I *have* forgiven him unconditionally, as long as he is more
> > sensitive to
> >who I am, what I meant, and how harsh criticism might make me (or anyone)
> >feel.
> >He has been quite insightful in his other posts to everyone else, so I hope
> >you'll stick around, Simon. Just don't decide how people *are* without
> >knowing,
> >or giving them a chance, okay? And - fix your "reply" and/or "Reply All"
> >buttons!
> >
> > Now - I have an issue with being termed as "clinical", inasmuch as I have
> >NEVER been hospitalized for psychological or emotional issues, have no suicide
>
> >attempts, and in every other way highly functioning in my life. "Clinical"
> >connotes "clinic", which implies psych wards and specialists, of which I
> >have not
> >ever seen the inside of the former, nor do I have access to the latter.
> >
> > But I will post my defense of the various levels of "mood disorders" in
> >another post.
> >
> >pax,
> >valerie
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