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Recieved: 2001/03/17 07:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Fiona's Mother
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 2001/03/17 07:37, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

At 05:10 AM 3/16/01, Christopher Wynter wrote:
>no matter what your mind thinks you have done, these memories
>are still running you as though You are still in the experience. Until
>this is cleared, like the coral reef, your present is built on layers of
>corpses of the past .. and your every reaction is based on preconditioning.
>
>You cannot run away - because these memories are with you in your
>body - and I dare to say that it is the realisation of this which has
>caused you to reply here as you have.

 Ack, spit. That is my reaction. Why not consider, Christopher, what
is your own unconscious motive in projecting victimhood onto Susan? She has
told you she is healed, you have said healing is possible.. yet you still
want to insist that she is not healed. Why is that? What value do you find
in projecting victimhood onto people and insisting it is kindness?

Recently I opened a bottle of gatoraid and took a big slug of it, and
then by the aftertaste discovered it had gone rotten. I barfed. My reaction
to you is similar. Not because of any significant buried unhealed wounds..
animals barf very readily, if they eat something poisonous, and they have
no egos to blame for it.

I am a brilliant manipulator, and it takes one to know one, eh? I
smelled manipulation from Fiona's first post on this thread, and it was
confirmed in her confession of her "heroic" motive of wanting to "save" us
from our own DNA.

>Not even your self .. are you saying that you have no compassion
>for the inner child in you ..?

Sheesh, now you are projecting guilt!!
Bad Susan, cold hard hearted B*tch to treat your inner child with such
uncompassionate neglect. Smack yer fingers! ;)

> Because, until you first have compassion
>for your self, then you can NEVER hear another through their own
>expression without placing a judgement on what you hear .. and the
>other person will pick up on your judgement - even if it is unspoken -
>and shut up like a clam.

Heh heh.. and Susan picked up on your unconscious judgments readily
enough, and so do I. Or are you the only one compassionate enough to be
clear of such behavior? LOL!!

>ABSOLUTELY - the words of "Spirit" are a myth designed to offer false
>hope for the victims .. and keep most of the religions and false guru's in
>pocket money. The rich get rich and the poor get poorer.

More projections of victimhood. You play the Guru pretty well,
Christopher, for someone who claims not to believe in them. Walks like a
duck, quacks like a duck... Buddhists don't believe in God either.

>No Susan - just frightened, like I was once .. like Fiona was also ..
>like a number of people who have walked down this path with us ..

 Now you are projecting fear! Your own fear.. What next????

>It's a real scary thing when all of the things we have been taught to
>believe have doubt - real doubt cast upon them. I do not judge you .. if
>I did, I would be judging myself - and my work.

You have judged her 3x in this post.. as a scared, uncompassionate
victim. You get a lot of mileage out of persuading people that they are
victims, eh? Not all motives are cash-based. Your seem to lean a little
more toward stroking your own ego beliefs of how you are the misunderstood
hero, "saving" people.. I hear violins.
 That your preaching is atheist doesn't make it any more palatable.

>For thousands of years people have transferred their eternal salvation
>onto some deity .. out of fear .. and now, this genetic programming is
>part of most people.

Most of the people on this list have had a direct experience of their
own inner Divinity, their own Spirit. Your suggestion that we all are
acting from fear is a bizarre assumption and a very negative projection..
of your own fear? Ha ha.. could be.. but heaven forbid you might consider
such an idea, then your whole house of cards would come tumbling down.

> >Maybe this is why...in the several years I have been reading the
> >posts of you and Christopher...I have never felt one drop of joy.

No shit!

> and the people on my own list ..
> who in sharing their own personal experiences
> have taught the both of us so much .. and confirmed
> for us many things we suspected but could never prove.

LOL!! the words of the "true believer"...
 and many on this list
have also had their beliefs of spirit
   similarly "confirmed".

Free will is Goddess Law..
what you choose to believe
will come true in your life..

 whether you think that dynamic is an aspect of divinity, the
unconscious or the unified field, it is still true. The effect of perceptions.
I choose beliefs based on whether they are *effective*.. and while you
and your supporters may have stories of healing.. because they believe in
it, it works for them, that does not make it OK or effective, for you to
project fear and victimhood onto those who have not asked to buy your soap.
   love and spankings...

 


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