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Recieved: 2001/03/16 12:50
Subject: Happy face [K-list] Re: Fiona's Mother
From: Divine Goddess

I must be clear here Lyn. I do not believe what you think I believe.

Permanent grins, smiling with teeth bared until my face hurts, pasted
on top of sorrow is just not my style. It used to be so I can
recognize it. Joy and sorrow are not mutually exclusive. When I feel
miserable, *everybody* knows it, lol, cause I don't hide my pain
anymore.

Also, people who don't know me tend to think I am something of a
heartless B*tch at times. And I am. Compassion sometimes has an iron
fist.

Ah well..and so it goes. Can't please everybody, and neither would I
want to.

Blessings,
Susan

> I always pretty much believed the same as you Susan.... live and
let
live,
> show everyone my happy face, and how wonderful and joyous the world
is to
> live in.. And yet it was all a lie, it was all a control... and
inside there
> was a sadness that I could not explain......
>
> I know now what drives me, what controls me, and facing the
negativity,
> facing the fears, facing the dna inherited traits, facing my
heritage, and
> acknowledging from where this all comes from has been the most
freeing
> experience I have ever had.....
>
> Shall I hold onto this which controls me???? The only way to let
it
go is to
> face it, conquer it, and let it flow out of me........ Release it,
never to
> worry about it again... That is what Fiona is doing... She has
faced
this
> issue, conquered this issue, and is letting it go....
>
> We should applaud her bravery at facing it, and expressing it...
The
ultimate
> release of such control......
>
> Lyn

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