To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/16 07:28
Subject: Re: [K-list] Any solution? Re: Fiona's Mother
From: Murrkis
On 2001/03/16 07:28, Murrkis posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Fiona,
This message is intentionally private.
Ok, so it's a version of the mantra "I willingly release the need for this
condition."
The activity of the cellular memories you and Chris write about are very
similar to the samskaras of yogic traditions and the energy cysts the
Upledger Institute studies. Perhaps the difference lies in where the
memories come from... perhaps there is no difference.
Release of memories is difficult to know.
Is it about release or about realization?
How is resolution recognized?
In my experience, there have been two primary modes of realization/release:
one similar to your writing/reading endeavor, one rising more directly from
the physical body. The writing/reading endeavor has always been problematic
for me - a mind trap via doubt of resolution. However, The path originating
from the physical has gained quite clear results.
I spontaneously released a cyst at the base of my skull that was directly
traceable to a car accident I had a few months prior to the incident. The
process was recognizable and distinct in duration and transformation.
Before the release, my neck was tensioned, there was a lump at the base of
my skull, my range of motion was impaired, and I was emotionally
vulnerable. Who knows what brought on the release... I remember I was
drinking Yogi Peach DeTox Tea and doing stretching exercises prescribed by
my doctor. Briefly, it occurred to me that I was retracing the route my
head took during whiplash. My lump flared with heat, expanded and loosened
like a thick rubberband, became gelatinous and, at the height of the heat,
dissolved. I wept with an emotion that I can only describe as
"emptygrief"... though that certainly doesn't fit, eh? I then grew quite
cold. When the temperature returned to "normal", my neck was free, my
emotions were "amazed", and my range of motion was dramatically improved.
This took approximately 10 minutes.
Around the time of that occurance (which was accompanied by numerous other
body happenings), it was made clear to me that my way out would be through
the body. So, I am glad for the line of conversation on k-list, prompted by
you and Chris, that has cropped up seemingly as a sideways reminder to me
to remain true to this insight. (Yes, it's all about me, heh. ;) )
The interrelationship between body and spirit confounds me...
Nina
>part of the strategy I have for resolving the issues I wrote of
>is in the actual writing of the words and being conscious of the
>feelings and emotions I am releasing.
>
>Whenever I write in this way I always read what I have
>written out loud to my body so it is not just the mind expressing
>but I am communicating with my body on all cellular levels.
>
>I know from my experience that once the words are written
>and heard on all levels, conscious and unconscious,
>then more of the holding patterns are released from both my mind and body.
>
>And I have created change in my environment in this way many, many times.
>
>If it didn't I would probably not be typing this now.
>
>Chris has also expanded on how it works in a post to Susan
>
>Fiona
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