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Recieved: 2001/03/16  07:23  
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Fiona's Mother 
From: Justlynette
  
On 2001/03/16  07:23, Justlynette posted thus to the K-list: In a message dated 3/16/01 6:26:27 AM Central Standard Time, 
divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com writes:
 
<< There is always a choice, even if a small choice, always a choice. >>
 
Yes, there is a choice.... face that which controls you, and conquer it, or 
ignore the truth of your life, your heritage, and carry it to your grave....
 
Thru CW and Fiona, I have uncovered memories that some would say are better 
left buried...And yes it has been hard.......BUT..........With the knowledge 
of what controls me, is the power for me to overcome them, and say "That will 
control me no longer"
 
Perhaps you remember everything that has happened to you and your mother and 
your grandmother, and have already taken that giant step of freeing 
yourself.... But how do you throw away programs that you dont recognize... 
How do you acknowledge that you are the way you are, until you take that 
journey inwards, and begin a healing process from the inside out....
 
The TRUTH IS THE ONLY WAY TO BE FREE...... 
Acknowledge it, and let it flow out of your body...... take control of the 
patterns, the programs.
 
I always pretty much believed the same as you Susan.... live and let live, 
show everyone my happy face, and how wonderful and joyous the world is to 
live in.. And yet it was all a lie, it was all a control... and inside there 
was a sadness that I could not explain......
 
I know now what drives me, what controls me, and facing the negativity, 
facing the fears, facing the dna inherited traits, facing my heritage, and 
acknowledging from where this all comes from has been the most freeing 
experience I have ever had.....
 
Shall I hold onto this which controls me???? The only way to  let it go is to 
face it, conquer it, and let it flow out of me........ Release it, never to 
worry about it again... That is what Fiona is doing... She has faced this 
issue, conquered this issue, and is letting it go....
 
We should applaud her bravery at facing it, and expressing it... The ultimate 
release of such control......
 
Lyn
   
 
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