To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/12 19:53
Subject: [K-list] Re: A Nightly Visit From Shakti
From: Ganga Karmokar
On 2001/03/12 19:53, Ganga Karmokar posted thus to the K-list:
Namaste -
Sounds like a visit from Kali.... That paddle thing is a large type
of knife.... It is used to lop off heads.... Kali usually wears a
mala of skulls... it means that it is time to surrender the ego
self.... the sense of ego self is the last to go.... you are not that
limited ego self but that Bliss.... that Bliss that you experienced
is your true Nature... It is an essential part of the true Self
beyond the limited ideation of form..... the tongue sticking out is
also quite typical of Kali... You are reaching the edge of
realization.... or discovering the Truth of Being.... enjoy the
journey.... One more step to the Calm.... or the Peace which passes
ALL understanding.... Beyond mind and relative thought to the
Self.... which is now simply in play within the dream of life....
Love and Blessings Sat*Chit*Anand Shanti-Shanti-Shanti OM
- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., divine_goddessATnospamh... wrote:
> After crying buckets of tears last night I was laying on my bed.
> I saw a black woman appear to me in my sight. She had a dark green
> top on, something around her head like a crown of horns, and was
> waving something that looked like a long paddle back and forth. She
> kept sticking her tongue way out of her mouth and shaking her head
at
> me.She looked very tribal. I was startled and did not understand.
>
> Soon she began smiling and laughing at me and jumping up and down.
> Then she disappeared.
>
> I became aware of that place on my back and it 'unfolded'.
> It unfolded into the most delicate, exquisite feeling of pure bliss
> that I had never felt before. It was stunning. My body gasped and
> moaned and my back arched. It shivered as I thought my body must be
> levitating off of my bed.
>
> I felt wondefully delicate liquid light begin to climb softly and
> gently up my spine in little falling droplets. It was exquiste,
like
> tiny footsteps leaving a trail of joy. The delicate, softly glowing
> crystalline structure rose to sit at the back of my throat. It was
> humming,humming, humming so softly I could barely hear it but it
made
> my jaw bone vibrate with it's exquisite bliss. Soon it moved
forward
> and came to rest in my chin bone where my teeth slightly began to
> chatter from the humming in my bone.
>
> I could feel the soft blue glow filling my cells, traveling along
my
> neural pathways. It grew from my chin, feeling the pressure of it's
> size growing past the roof of my mouth into my brain.
>
> I lay quietly in this delicate and powerful state of bliss for
hours.
> Each person I thought of appeared to me as a beautiful, pale
mandala
> of color feeling their thoughts and emotions, watching them pass by.
>
> I rise from my bed this morning, retaining the softly quiet echo of
> such beautiful bliss throughout my body. Something major has
> transpired and I am not the same person who laid down to sleep last
> night. My body shivers with exquisite ecstasy.
>
> I love my love and my life loves me.
> Susan
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