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Recieved: 2001/03/11  06:06  
Subject: [K-list] Ungrounding is? 
From: Waterlift
  
On 2001/03/11  06:06, Waterlift posted thus to the K-list: Hello,
    After posting and signing off yesterday I went into another room 
and sat in the dark looking out the window. I noticed Red specks this 
time in my viewing field.  Then a big red spot opened in the 
atmosphere toward the left side of me.  I then felt this flash of 
heat thought my body.  Felt like the heat you sometimes might feel 
when feeling scared.
 
   I began to feel that good feeling in my lower spine. It started to 
pump its way up. An inner orgasm moving up the spine and my body was 
jerking in rhythm to that.  It stop somewhere between my shoulder's 
But when it was happening I started thinking of what I was reading 
the other day about Gopi Krishna'.  I don't think I should be reading 
stuff like that.  Cause I was thinking of those spirits he mentions 
floating around him.  Ugly and stuff.  hehe  Scared me.
 
   But really I think the red spots opening in the air, the image of 
the scary faces, the pumping are the same as the image I believe 
myself to be.  The view is as unreal as the one who is viewing.  the 
one who's afraid and the things he thinks he's afraid of.   one and 
the same.  Neither exist.  Keeping this in mind it helps with me with 
letting go.
 
Im Thankful for a place like this to express and exchange thoughts 
and feelings when needed.
 
Paul
 
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