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Recieved: 2001/03/07  22:48  
Subject: [K-list] (Michael) Re:Rambling On... 
From: Leo
  
On 2001/03/07  22:48, Leo posted thus to the K-list: --- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Michael Read" <mareadATnospami...> wrote:
 
[I have found it to be something beyond feelings. Feelings are ok. 
Often though, they aren't the best gage of what is happening.]
 
I've been fooled by my feelings often enough; I should've learned 
long before now. It's very disorienting -to lose them all- when 
you're whole life has been led around by unbridled-out of control 
emotions/feelings, though.
 [Down the street from me is a tavern that I stop in for supper from 
time to time. The people there are for the most part just folks. I 
didn't make any close friends there. However, when I mentioned that I 
would be moving to another state, they all started talking about how 
much they will miss me. I just laughed! "You mean the wierd guy who 
just sits at the corner of the bar, drinking a beer, eating, and 
playing the video game?", I asked. They said that whenever I walk in 
they just feel better!]
 
Yeah i've been there too. When I was 16 I left my High School for 
another. I didn't think anyone would notice really - about like your 
tavern. About 4 years later, I run into someone from my old High 
School. She said, "Where have you been??!" I told her, and then she 
said, "...Everyone was wondering where you went..... You just up and 
disappeared!.... I missed you in Algebra....lalalalala" Surprising 
what other's think of you, when you put aside your own judgements of 
yourself. (**I need to remember this myself**)
 [Well, goddess changes us and uses us for purposes we can't imagine. 
For this one the heart has been opened. As your heart opens, Leo, let 
it! Blessings to you Leo! Peace - at play in the fields of the lord - 
Michael]
 
Thank You, and to You.
 
The pains in my legs were no more today. No soreness, no pains, no 
problems anywhere. Quite the peaceful day. :-)
 
-leo
 
 
  
 
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