To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/05 19:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] need some positive born of experience
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/03/05 19:38, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 05:25 PM 3/4/01, Krishadawn11ATnospamaol.com wrote:
>I am not in the habit of reaching out as my own subject, but I am going to at
>this point.
>
>I've experienced many of the things that are known as common in the kundalini
>experience. Actually I have worked hard on my particular path for many years
>to bring all this about. I've not completed. I still have the final step to
>do (plus some). I would call myself "partially awake".
>
>The rest of the kundalini manifestations of course continue as they do. I
>find myself worried when they aren't happening for any length of time, and
>exhausted etc.. when they do LOL. Its also very hard, living in the real
>world, supporting oneself alone ( I am a single female) when everything you
>are about is the spiritual path..mostly its hard because with these kinds of
>results now, I am in constant fear they will get out of hand ( as they have
>at times) and prevent work for a few days or more, which I can't afford to
>happen, as my survival depends on my job.
>
>The surges of energy and the subtle body movements are the hardest, since the
>first I cannot control and the second is just well, sort of like being sea
>sick after awhile lol. And of course, one has to pretend that one is dead,
>like the rest of the people around.
>
>Having a difficult time of it sometimes. Looking for any positive comments
>about the whole process from anyone on the list, as this is one of those days
>I just feel like jumping into my own grave.
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