To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/03/04 11:18
Subject: [K-list] life as it is
From: José
On 2001/03/04 11:18, José posted thus to the K-list:
Dear listers,
Sometimes live goes odd ways. Since I'm not even North American, I don't know what I'm doing on this list, but since I haven't found a comparable list in dutch, I might as well do it here.
I just had a wonderful weekend, getting a reiki-initiation. I don't even know how I ended up there. Somebody once offered me a treatment, she turned out to be a very lovely master and I got myself my first initiation this weekend. My good old sceptical me is totally surprised by what it did to me. Not so much concerning the K-energy, it was there already, but absolutely so on my notions concerning healing people. We'll see what that brings in the future!
Some of you might still know I was pregnant. Unfortunately I had a miscarriage and had to get an abortion, since it did not leave my body by itself. I had some hard times waiting for the hospital treatment, being scared of the anaesthetics. I had a car-accident years ago (that left me a few scars in my face) and I guess this scary waiting caused me to have some re-living of death-fears that I pushed away at that time. It wasn't fun, but I guess useful. I had a hard time to stay here in day-to-day reality, but when I woke up after it, I was the happiest person to be alive and greet another day. Whenever time and us are ready, a new child will be welcome, for now, I'm just puzzled about the beauty of life. Things did not turn out at all, the way I thought they would, but I guess there are no rules for life on how to live itself!
Hope to send you some freshly initiated K-energy through these net-wires
have a good week,
Love, José
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