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Recieved: 2001/03/01  22:58  
Subject: [K-list] kundalini..shareware 
From: Infinitebrush
  
On 2001/03/01  22:58, Infinitebrush posted thus to the K-list: thats pretty simple I think.  I leave the posts for a week, and there 
are so many outstanding topics. I can't possibly comment on all of 
them. 
    One thing I can contribute is my own truth with the experiance 
with kundalini. Its not overbearing for me, its spontaneous. Usually 
comes calling during times when deep seated stresses have set in, 
usually in my sleep or deep delta meditation. During the day all day, 
I feel like bubbles are popping on my skin, giddiness in between my 
heart chakra area and the power center. Otherwise, there are no 
other "sparks flying out of my crown chakra" My vision is normal, 
auras...nope don't see'im. But I do see light dots of purple 
frequently appearing on and off, sometimes blue.  I am rarely tired 
anymore, but these are just after effects after the "part-time 
awakening" 11 years ago. After the intial "sword grinding through the 
stone/shattering glass sound/magma..peach liquid filling the head 
trickling down the nape of the neck ecstasy" I lost all interest in 
most metaphysical books...studied them for years.  Meditation...now 
that must have done something...15 years of it. Now my mind is quiet 
most of the time...if I close my eyes, I see blue sky..endless white 
shimmering light...rainbowlike reflections in small spirals of wind, 
really hard to explain with out going through ALL the bodily 
sensations, but it does intensify when I close my eyes. And usually 
if I have a question about something, the answer is there when I need 
it, if its appropiate to my circumstance. I can't guage where or at 
what stage it is currently...I am an illumning being as everyone else 
is, I just feel I got a window seat on the bus.  Your comments are 
welcome, I have no need to impress anyone with my meager experiance, 
but I did wish to share it, there are few who would understand it, 
many who would mock me in everyday life. Thats just the way it is I 
guess. Thank you for listening with your eyes. 
    Namaste all
 
Shane
 
 
  
 
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