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Recieved: 2001/03/01 05:35
Subject: [K-list] On Entities and Fears During the Kundalini Experience
From: Ganga Karmokar

On 2001/03/01 05:35, Ganga Karmokar posted thus to the K-list:

Subject: On Entities and Fears During the Kundalini Process

On Entities and Fears During the Kundalini Experience

Take this for what it is worth it is from my own personal
experience.... During the kundalini process for a couple of months i
lived in absolute fear and terror... This thing would come..like an
evil energy that would be so close as to almost surround me.... and i
would be in terror..at one point i was literally on the floor
crouched in a fetal position with my hands covering my head... i am
surprised that my hair didn't turn white overnight due to the
terror.... there was at the same time an unrational fear that if i
touched my daughter that she may become possessed....
what i found was that in fighting this thing - the intensity only
grew.... what worked in the end was in absolute surrendering to God
and just sitting through it... seeing it without reaction.... it is
all only an illusion of the mind... but make no mistake it feels
absolutely real and concrete at the time.... but it is ALL the fears
and conditionings coming to a head... and maninfesting in your face
literally...
It will disipate as the illusion that it is when you can just sit
through the experience without giving it any energy.... it is all
only a play of mind.... and we must walk through our "terrors" to see
that they are only illusions.... so have no fear.... just face it
head on.... and give it no energy.... just submit ALL to God and then
let it come..... and it Will disapate..... your fear fuels the
fire...
You will make it through... just let go of the fear and trust God
within and the illusion will shatter......

Love and Blessings Sat*Chit*Anand Shanti-Shanti-Shanti Om

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