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Recieved: 2001/03/01 00:31
Subject: RE: [K-list] Entity?
From: Groom, Kevin
On 2001/03/01 00:31, Groom, Kevin posted thus to the K-list:
Mystress this has to be one of the most mind blowing posts i have read on
this list! You have confirmed so much that i had speculated about. ThankYou
for sharing it with us.
Regards
kevin
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From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
[SMTP:MystressATnospamkundalini-gateway.org]
Sent: Thursday, March 01, 2001 9:11 AM
To: K-list
Subject: Re: [K-list] Entity?
At 11:11 AM 2/27/01, Paul Perner wrote:
>.....or the Acme Demon Factory. Wouldn't it be wild to experiment
with
>creating entities? You could tie a new tail on... re-arrange a horn
or
>two... add an extra eyeball...
>Should we give it a whirl? (as a kid, I always wanted to be a mad
>scientist when I grew up)
Hell, yes! I used to invent them, as a kid.. didn't realize
that my
imaginary friends were so.. REAL. I forgot about most of them,
didn't
realize they were still around until back in.. 1996 I had a psychic
slave
who would come to me with a boggled look on his face, explaining he
had
just seen something that looked like a bear or wolf, with a mane and
white
wings sitting beside my front door.. LOL!! "That sounds like
Tyrantus!" I
responded.. A beastie I invented as a grade 8 social Studies
project: we
were to design an animal who could live in the Arctic.. Tyrantus
could eat
polar bears, for breakfast.. :) I created it, then played with it as
an
invisible friend, for a while.. forgot about it for so many years,
but it
was still around.. poor lonely beastie. Funny, writing about it, I
can
feel it standing behind my left shoulder. :) Hey, buddy! Scratch him
behind
the ears...
Or he'd see a pillar with eyes that bent down and took a look at
him,
out of the corner of his eye as he came in my front door.. and me
listening
to this, scratching my head trying to remember exactly what had I
asked
for, as a door ward?
Took some getting used to, to realize my invisible playmates
were
really real and could be seen by other people.. I'd had no idea..
Little Witch childe, reading of the Fae and making them real, all
unaware of her imagination's own power till 15 years later when
other
people start seeing the beings she'd imagined.
Any thing, even a thought, that is given enough energy, "wakes
up" and
becomes self aware... and like all things, goes about the business
of
feeding itself and procreating. Anything from a harmless "meme",
like the
word "groovy" to the vicious propaganda of the Third Reich.
Yes, I agree Wim, everything is a reflection of ourselves.. but
I also
think that in an infinite universe, anything that *can* exist,
*must*
exist, somewhere.. in some time or dimension... or else the universe
would
not be infinite.
So, in my healing work, I find that there are some blockages
that have
no more awareness than a cow pie, and can be shoveled onto the dung
heap
with no fuss.. but other blockages growl and squirm when you poke
them, and
are best dealt with as entities.
Never forget the day my slave got a look at the beings who
maintain my
house spell.. furry round creatures with big soft eyes... he asked
how
they could possibly protect me, and they showed him flip top heads
like
muppets, lined with big rows of big sharp teeth! He took a jump
backwards!!
I could not see them, I had not gone looking.. I just
mentioned for
him to ask my house spell about another persistent visitor I'd
tossed out
repeatedly, which had done some rather not nice things to him as a
way to
get my attention.. and several hundred of these furry round floating
muppet
heads showed up to chat. I didn't create them consciously at all,
but their
form did describe the intent of my house spell, rather well... and I
was in
the habit of adding my surplus K-fire to the house spell... so they
were
very well fed.
Then there was the time, new on the K-list I was helping someone
who had
a wild awakening, and was overrun with entities.. (this was before I
learned the entity clearing I shared with the list.) I asked my
Angels to
send him 3 guardians from the ranks of those who serve me.. in the
middle
of the night he came back from a pee break half asleep, to see two
short
fellas with staves, one on each side of the bed, and a dog-sized
bat-winged
gargoyle sitting at the foot of it!
I didn't know who the angels had sent.. :)
The gargoyle scared him silly, and he had the fellas pull it
into it's
duality and toss out it's dark side. Poor thing.. it turned gentle
as a lap
dog and lost it's power of flight.
Took me several months to remember where I'd gotten the
gargoyle... Finally I traced it to a Twilight Zone movie scene I'd
flashed
on, some years before during a particularly rough airplane flight. I
looked
out the window and noticed a bit of the metal covering the wing was
bent
up.. just like in the movie and my imagination filled in the rest.
Gargoyle
on the wing.. whups! Not wanting my overactive imagination to make a
messy
disaster, I'd made friends with it, set it to guarding the plane..
and
forgotten about it... but gargoyles are very loyal beasties. The
Kundalite
I sent it to named it "Cuir". French for leather, for it's leathery
wings.
I mended it, much later when he had made his peace with duality,
and
sent it back to him.. it was reborn as one those wonderful huge
granite
gargoyles from "Ghostbusters" with the red glowing eyes. I warned it
to
keep out of his sight for a while.. I only told my friend that the
Gargoyle
would look different, didn't describe how it had changed. Let me see
if I
can find a snippet of his response. Yes, here it is..
At 08:01 22/11/96 -0800, he wrote:
>Hi Angelique,
>Got your message and invited Cuir back. Cuir HAS
>changed - at least from the bits and pieces I have seen, seems to
be
>reticent to show himself completely. Looks larger (wouldn't fit on
the
>nook on top of the bookshelf anymore), looks more 'mature', looks
less
>leathery black and more stoney grey. K. even got a glimpse of a
>paw/wing.
>Date: Sun, 24 Nov 1996 09:18:41
>To: Mistress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>Hi there,
> Well!! Since K. was watching something dull, I decided to take
a
>long, hot bath. Guess who came in through the door and drank water
out of
>the toilet bowl - Cuir! He IS fearsome and majestic looking...but,
the
>sight of him trying to stick his big head into the toilet bowl made
me
>burst out laughing. He heard me and padded over to the tub, plopped
his
>head over the edge for a scratch between the ears. Yikes are those
things
>pointed! His eyes glow red softly like the embers in a fireplace -
he is a
>big teddy-gargoyle (like a pit-bull from Hades) and has the
DEEPEST,
>THROATIEST gurgle - neat.
Kewl confirmation. Still not sure where the two short fellas,
T'hun and
T'horn came from, they are Earth beings, or possibly out of a faerie
tale
from my childhood. They returned to me, after a month, offended
because my
friend would not take them seriously or given them anything to do,
but guard.
So far as I know the gargoyle is still with him.. we are out of
touch.
He had the most amazing awakening I have ever encountered, in less
than a
year he went from skeptical unspiritual scientist to self Realized
Master... with a lot of truly mind blowing experiences along the
way.
Same guy tuned into me once, and flashed on a huge 6 armed
demon
rising with smoke from a stone floor.. took me a few days to realize
he was
seeing the cover of an Ursula LeGuin novel I'd read as a teenager. A
painting come to life...
Oh, the stories I could tell.. like sometime after I'd sent a
bunch of
very cranky native ancestor shamans into the light.. a Yoga friend
wrote to
me, freaked out and right pissed off because some herd of beasties,
very
dark old forgotten magic creatures had descended on him and his
friend and
were doing nasty stuff in my name.
I was puzzled at first trying to figger out what he was talking
about,
because that kind of stuff is not my style.. I realized that I'd
handled
the Shamans but forgotten about their pets.. who assumed they were
the
spoils of war and were trying to please me, their new owner. The
Angels
would not let them into the house spell, so I had been unaware of
them till
his complaint. Spent a jolly afternoon opening to them, giggling
them into
the light. They were mostly bent Faeries, captured and impressed
with the
old Shaman's intentions, so they forgot themselves.. and they popped
back
to their true selves, when they saw themselves truly reflected in
the
mirror of my Light. It tickled!! There were hundreds of them! Whoooo
hooo!
This friend was a hostile snob when it comes to the Fae and the
myriad
old Gods and critters of the astral playgrounds, so much that I
finally
broke off contact, deciding I preferred the company of people (and
beings)
who treat my interests with respect.
I find much pleasure and beauty in those aspects of limitless
manifestation. Yes, there is great beauty in the infinite
singularity of
the formless Void, my Mother.. but I see beauty too in all of the
forms of
Her creations. They are good company. Friends to my inner child.
There have been times when people pissed me off and then
accused me of
using dark magics.. Well, I don't, but sometimes there are messed up
beings
who cannot get into my house spell, but try to do me "favors" to get
my
attention, and as they are *bent*, their discernment about what is a
good
thing to do is kind of .. "off".
So, sometimes I used to warn people not to piss me off..
Periodically I
open my awareness to these kinds of critters and clear out any that
my
Light has attracted, just so they won't get up to mischief. LOL!!
Yep, rehabilitating Old Gods and bent Faeries.. Chacmool taught
me a lot
of things, and I also set him free of some of the old Mayan junk
that had
been impressed upon him. He is a much happier old God, now.. he was
pretty
cranky when we first met.
>Please, Wim and List Members... *hold the above thought.* I've been
>meaning to post about a dear friend who's almost dying from
conceived
>Satanic attack. I'm serious.
>
>It will not be an easy thing to write as I have a lot of feelings
for her
>and things are still unfolding. Give me a few days.
Yowie.. if you need a hand with it, give me a call..
Blessings..
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