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Recieved: 2001/02/26 03:47
Subject: [K-list] Re: Intro
From: Leo .

>Well, Jordan, I'd say "Don't believe everything you read!"
>
>You have answered "Yes" to enough of the "signs and symptoms" that I'd
>say your K. has risen, but relatively quietly.. not everybody gets that
>classic "Train thundering up the spine" kind of awakening..

In that case, at least when compared to the intense emotional trauma of
other's experiences i've read, I feel fortunate. The intensity of the
symptoms I do have is increasing, however, along with a few additional since
the posting of my intro. They're beginning to really wear down my nerves.

I do feel as if everything is "coming together" spiritually, but yet, as if
something is still missing - that there are things yet unveiled within me. I
don't know what "enlightenment" should feel like, or what "evolving to
cosmic consciousness" should feel like, and left unsure of so many other
things. I feel more naieve, and unknowing of everything, than i've ever felt
in my life. I don't know how to react, or where exactly i'm heading with all
that's happening. The one thing I am sure of, is that I don't feel totally
lost and alone, spiritually void, anymore.. as I have my entire life.

>Everyone's experience is unique. Your magnetic reaction to the >word
>"Kundalini" in itself, is a kind of validation.

Magnetic is the perfect word for what I felt, when I saw that one word
within the many. Very strong indeed.

Thank You for your suggetions, I'll keep them in mind.

I'll go have a look at those links now. I do need to learn more about the
chakras. A problem here might explain why I have the feeling there is
something missing, no?

Thanks again, for the welcome and blessings :-)

-Jordan
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