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Recieved: 2001/02/07 00:12
Subject: [K-list] It's about Nothing
From: Cris Wilson
On 2001/02/07 00:12, Cris Wilson posted thus to the K-list:
>From: kalipadmaATnospamjuno.com
> >
> > Yes. To make a place for the peace of being Nothing. What you
> > Truly are.
> >
> > Many years ago, playing past life games... <snip> I turned inward
>and asked "who am I?" and fell into the Void.. Vast and incomprehensible.
>I asked what is This, and The
> > Voice said
> > "I am infinite I am nameless nothing", and showed me scenes of the
> > stars and planets being born of the Will of It's infinite creativity.
>Then
> > It told me It was Me!
> >
> > I did not understand it, could not believe it. ..
Sorry I'm a bit lat in posting this reply but this what happened to me.
A while ago due to many different reasons too complex to explain here, I
wanted my soul to die, simple not come back ever again. I was sick to death
of dieing violently, in pain, and for no real reason; basically this seemed
to be the only way I could die.
Then for two nights I ‘heard´ voices in my sleep, I was in the Lucid dream
state and was conscious of things going on around me.
Well on the first night I was offered a choice, to follow my destiny and
then die forever, or to let my destiny flout about and then see where it
went, this would allow me to be re-born again.
I chose the former, and the voices left.
On the second night I was asked if I meant what I had said and I replied I
did.
Suddenly I was pulled into a void and then dragged though space and time to
the beginning of the universe, at the very moment of the spark of the
essence of life.
I was forced to face the very essence of the universe and see it for what it
was. I cannot describe the sight but it was more than profound. And then I
stood on the edge of a void, unable to move and being asked the same choice,
die of live. I was petrified and the fear was making me sweat.
I then felt the essence of a friend who lives the States, next to me. He
grabbed hold of me and dragged me back to safety, and in that moment I felt
safe, calm happy and more important I knew that not only was I part of the
Universe, I was the Universe itself made manifest.
MY friend told me I was safe and had made the right decision; I had made the
choice that I wanted to keep on living, and being continually re-born until
I reached the next level of existence. I also got a good telling of from my
friend the following day by e-mail, for being so stupid, but he was glad I
was safe.
Cris
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