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Recieved: 2001/02/01  08:37  
Subject: [K-list] Re: A Dilemma 
From: Chbioenergy
  
On 2001/02/01  08:37, Chbioenergy posted thus to the K-list: Dear JB 
   I think you are right that fear of retarding awakening is the main 
essence of the doubts entertained by both of us but I think you are also 
right in pointing out that regardless of the circumstances the experience of 
"Who I am" is possible. As a parallel death does not wait for circumstances 
that are ideal to us in this illusion we call life. It may happen while we 
are peacefully asleep or enjoying some vigorus pursuit and does it really 
matter? I can also echo the sexual situation as I had got use to being 
virtually celibate before Anne awakened me in this respect. 
 What I have found though is that if I stop short of ejaculation using the 
breathing and muscle techniques recomended in  "Taoist secrets of Love 
Cultivating Male Sexual Energy"  book by Mantak Chia,  then start again and 
stop once again before ejaculation then I can satisfy my new love and 
actually feel energised. If I fall over the precipice then I have the same 
loss of sensation of being that you spoke of. The book is excellent and may 
be right in maintaining that such control of senses and energy will lead to 
a healthy long life and bring about the experience of union with God. I have 
not experienced male multy or full body organism as the author maintains 
possible I believe in time I will, my partner allready does naturally with 
out trying. 
In my case the die is cast and I go happily to my future a day at a time. 
Hope this helps 
Chris
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