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Recieved: 2001/01/31 09:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Dilemma
From: mistressofthe8thhouse

On 2001/01/31 09:01, mistressofthe8thhouse posted thus to the K-list:

Dear JB,

 One of the most difficult lessons I have had to learn in this lifetime is
to follow my gut. Too many times I have ignored my instincts and relied
solely on the cognitive process, with often disatrous results. Your
instincts are usually not wrong, and they exist for a reason. If you are
uncertain of what to do WAIT. I firmly believe that when in doubt you should
do nothing. Don't force a decision, when you are obviously not ready to make
one yet. When the time is right you will know :-)

Jen

----- Original Message -----
From: <JB789ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: <K-list >
Sent: January 31, 2001 10:44 AM
Subject: [K-list] A Dilemma

> Hi,
>
> ...something 'weighing heavily', at this moment.
> What is a dilemma/confusion ?
>
> At present, the mind drains quite a bit of energy, trying to decide
> whether to move in with my female partner, or not.
> (.. 'funny' that I should be involved in this activity, at my not-
> exactly young age..)
> It is using the for/against-reasons model and the greatest fear-
> factor is that it might be an impediment to the 'work'; at the same
> time, something tells me that that's nonsense.. and yet another
> thought says "but what about the 'toxic states' you get into due to
> being presented with her incessant mental/emotional busyness", and
> yet another say :".. but she is very loving.." and so on.
> And at times I feel that all these are arisings in a dream-world, and
> they present no real impediment for the work, regardless of the
> choice made.
>
> The fact is that I feel much more 'whole' and with a sharper
> clarity/sensitivity of perception/awareness, when I am alone for some
> days, than when in her company.
> But should this be a valid reason to avoid relationship ?
>
> I would appreciate your furthering the enquiry into this, with your
> eventual pointers/sharing.
> Have a good day,
> JB

>


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