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Recieved: 2001/01/21 19:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] To David
From: David Bozzi

On 2001/01/21 19:36, David Bozzi posted thus to the K-list:

CLEOCATRAsATnospamaol.com wrote:

> Maybe you could lend some more thoughts... I get tremendous bliss when I
> attempt to assist, the feedback can* be good, too.

Is your motive to assist motivated by the bliss that you will get?
(or part of it?)

> But the one thing that
> seems to be more certain, is that I thought of them, and yes, instead of my
> world. Am I avoiding my reality, or am I creating my reality?

You're asking me (and so I ask myself),
if you're avoiding your reality or creating it.

We're always creating it. No real choice here.

Refine your question (to yourself)
"Am I avoiding what I have made or embracing it?"

> I dont feel deprived or lacking when I am in this "condition of helping",

What about when you're not in this 'condition of helping'?

> what appears to be lacking is not missed. Is this avoidance or acceptance?

Avoidance or acceptance? This is good inquiry.
Dreams become lucid when we ask if it's a dream.

> If I acquire what seems to be my
> need, it was no need at all unless I spent energy to look at it.
> And I only feel I needed it when some part of me is eased and I am grateful...

You acquire some object (or thought) that you thought you (or someone else) needed.
Need becomes momentarily 'tucked away' until Need finds a new projection...

> I do have my moments that I express to friends that I need some things, but
> as soon as I express this, the feeling is gone. Do you think it is the energy
> of their empathy that does this?

Often times when we express a need
the real Need has little to do with the specifics of the request.

David
(needy)





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