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Recieved: 2001/01/12 12:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] re: HELP
From: Krystyna V.

On 2001/01/12 12:43, Krystyna V. posted thus to the K-list:

I too, have had something of the sort. Not exactly as you two have
described, but none the less a force pulling on me. I would be sleeping or
just lying down at night and my legs would actually be moved and lifted
highly and into strange positions. I would be physically turned over and
over while I just lay there in terror, not knowing what was happening. Not
believing in the Devil made it strange for me to think of being possessed,
but that's what came to mind. Then it started happening while the upper part
of my body would be paralyzed. I literally could not move anything but my
head(sometimes) and my body would, alot of the times, just start moving in a
ripple motion beginning at my feet.I pictured myself as a serpent. Sometimes
this would happen while I was bellydancing or even just showering!My back
would bend farthere than I ever thought possible in my bulky body. I'd be
sore for days after.And suddenly, after weeks of this happening at night, me
being terrified of nightfall, I began to have these intense full body, what
some here call, Cosmic orgasms!!It would begin in the center of my body and
spiral outward.An amazing feeling. Went on for weeks like that and
then.....NOTHING! Everything just stopped. The feeling like I was walking
around in a daze all day, or on acid :), the understanding of how and why
for everything, hearing the trees and grass breathe, colors smelling
wonderful and sounds looking incredible (you all know what I mean).....ALL
GONE> Maybe someone knows why. Maybe I don't care. Maybe it will come back.
Maybe not. It has, however, changed me forever.I can no longer ignore the
things that were told to me and the things I learned from the Earth and
Cosmos. Enjoy these things while you have them and remember everything.

Love and Light,
Krystyna
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