To: K-list 
Recieved: 2001/01/10  20:28  
Subject: Re: [K-list] K for Kundalini or C for Crazy? 
From: Debora A. Orf
  
On 2001/01/10  20:28, Debora A. Orf posted thus to the K-list: On Wed, 10 Jan 2001, mistressofthe8thhouse wrote: 
>  
>  This warrior woman has held back tears for many years :-)  I have always 
> feared that people would use my tears as weapons against me. I think I will 
> probably have to fight several more battles before I win the war, and 
> actually take off the armour ;-)  I AM learning though.... Just very slowly 
> :-) 
>  
What you say makes me think of things like: 
 
ah, but a true warrior is not so hard that she does not see a child 
crying. I think the warrior is just beginning to grow up :). 
 
the martial way will push you to walk across hot coals, take baths in 
ice-covered rivers, and then confront you with your inner demons, crying 
children, and tears. 
 
But the tears we cry are not our own, they are the tears of limitless 
heart and openness. Oneness. 
 
Armor does not need ot be taken off, it simply is put on when needed, 
discarded when not. Armor born of fear, yes, that should be discarded, but 
armor born of confidence, wisdom and compassion is something to be 
treasured.
 
In tai chi, the sword has a silk scarf hanging on its pommel. The soft 
counter to confuse the path of the hard weapon. 
 
The true warrior cries before a battle, fights like the best one on the 
field in the midst, and then returns to peaceful.. all as needed in any 
situation she faces. 
 
maitri,
 
--janpa 
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