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Recieved: 2001/01/08 22:43
Subject: FW: [K-list] Re: Is Evolution Catching?
From: Sylbar


On 2001/01/08 22:43, Sylbar posted thus to the K-list:

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From: Samantha Atkins <samanthaATnospamobjectent.com>
To: sylbarATnospamlabyrinth.net.au
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Is Evolution Catching?
Date: Tue, , 2:31 PM

sylbarATnospamlabyrinth.net.au wrote:
>
> Hi everyone! and a belated Happy New Year! from Sylvia
>
> My really frantic big work deadline is now done with - hooray! so I actually
> have time to catch breath and write in. :)
>
> So here I go... forgive me for putting my bib in Samantha
> ----------
> >From: Samantha Atkins <samanthaATnospamobjectent.com>
> >To: "K
> > Mystress,
> SNIP
> > If it works then it is the power of God-dess, K or whatever. If
> > it doesn't work then it is all the fault of the practitioner. Science
> > is a lot cleaner than that.
> >
> > I don't think it is wrong to question what intuition, mine, yours or
> > someone else's, says. I think it is part of the learning experience and
> > that it is part of our self-responsibility to keep some anchoring to our
> > intuition. It does not at all resonate as true to me that intuition
> > alone is all we need and that reason and the mind are just ego things
> > that screw us up.
>
> P'raps thats because K isn't just intuition? Maybe there is a 'knowing'
> that is more definite than what you describe? :)

That would be really great. Please point me to this or to someone who
obviously has it down pat.

> >
> > I did not ask for iron-clad proofs. I asked if you had evidence that
> > supports what your intuition says on some things or how some of them can
> > be so.
>
> It is a 'knowing' that is experienced.
> Then there is no need for questions let alone 'proofs.'
> What is, is.
>

I hear the words but I don't know it. So where/how do I sign up?

>
> If you really want to 'know', look into the eyes of your fear.
>

I believe I have.

> >
> > Nor is the "shit" just mine. It is very human and universal. Saying we
> > should just get over it and throw our minds overboard and let whatever
> > comes just come and all will be well isn't a message that resonates with
> > me or that I think would be helpful for most. Countless centuries of
> > much of the world believing that was the way to do things if you really
> > wanted Truth (or alternately that someone else had already done so and
> > you should just take their word for it) and a few doing it, by all
> > reports did not greatly improve the race. Much of that time was full of
> > a lot of misery and a short and quite brutish existence. So, even
> > historically, I can't honestly see that the mystic way of just total
> > surrender is enough. The ones that have surrendered utterly haven't
> > advanced human knowledge and human living conditions nearly so much as
> > those damn scientists with their logic and their questioning.
>
> He he he! ROFL! as if you'd see it with those eyes! Do you imagine it is
> recognisable that way? You want evidence of the work of mystics now?
>

It had damn well better be if it is going to be of much help to anyone
at all! Tell me my eyes are fucked up heh? If I don't see it then it
is something wrong with me? That is an old, old con and not one that
engenders trust. Yes, I want the evidence right NOW. I've waited enough
millenia for it.

> Look around you! It's in every breath you take - every touch of compassion
> and love you have ever received and ever given...
>

Really? So how do you know that? You believe that is the sign of what
you speak of but exactly how do you know? I can and have seen things
that way myself but that didn't make it so either. Looking at the world
through blissed out rose-colored glasses made me very happy but that
isn't all its about, is it?

> > So I believe a balance is needed. I am not free just to go blissfully
> > diving into Divine Mother's arms
>
> why not?
>

Because that would be just me diving into the bliss and not taking care
of the work I think I was sent it for.

> > and ignore whether the rest of the
> > planet goes to hell in a handbasket or not. It is not in my nature.
>
> lol Who does that?
>

A lot of spiritual people who believe it is all just Maya and doesn't
matter really any way.

> > I don't think it is why I am here.
>
> No. I think you're right about that. :) So why are you here?
> Do you know how much you are truly loved Samantha?
> Dare to 'know'
>

Yes, I dare. But I don't believe I start by giving myself a lobotomy.

love,

 samantha



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