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Recieved: 2000/12/17 16:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] empathy...
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 11:22 AM 12/17/00, druoutATnospamaol.com wrote:
>My suggestion is to accept that no matter what you do, that you will succumb
>to old patterns. And, just as when one accepts pain the pain is lessened, so
>when you accept it will happen, it will lose part of its emotional power over
>you.

This is great wisdom.. it is indeed my own resistance that makes it so
painful. I am a slave to Goddess and have none before her.. but
surrendering to Goddess within others.. there my faith falls down.

>I suspect that your sister now senses your superior power and will do what
>she can to regain her *superiority*.

  The post is sent, now I wait to see if she will attack or offer
gentleness... she will do what she will do, I cannot control that.. but I
have done what I needed to do, to take my power back.. and I feel better
for it.

>The positive part of all this is that as the stakes are raised, one can look
>at it all objectively and learn where the vulnerabilities lie--and hopefully
>find some humor in it.

 I was telling druid today, that in a way I am grateful that I am the
dysfunctional one who suffered the most from the family dynamic.. because
it made healing a priority of focus. It would not have been, if the pain
were any less. I see the gifts and offer gratitude as best I am able..
but, laughter? not there yet.. maybe in 2001... ? Time heals..

   Blessings...

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