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Recieved: 2000/12/13 06:11
Subject: Re: [K-list] 8th House
From: mistressofthe8thhouse
On 2000/12/13 06:11, mistressofthe8thhouse posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: Jacques De Schryver <jdsetlsATnospamsdv.fr>
To: <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>; mistressofthe8thhouse
<mistressofthe8thhouseATnospamhome.com>
Sent: December 13, 2000 2:30 AM
Subject: [K-list] 8th House
> Hello Lady Scorpiana,
>
> I had this experience of listening from the inside, voice echoing (my own)
> as if I was listening myself from the outside.
I have had that happen too, actually. When it happened to you did it sound
as though everything is 'fast"? ( I can't explain this too well...sorry) My
mind was racing as this was happening, and I just wanted turn it off. (thus
the feeling of craziness)
> like if a blood clot in my brain was preventing the normal ways to
> function.
>
> It lasted about one hour and was embarassing since I was in a
restaurant...
> ;-))).
At least I was at home the first time it happend to me, and thank Goddess
for that!!!. I was in high school at the time, and got SOOO freaked out that
I ended up crying. At least now when it happens, I realize it is only
temporary, and that I am not going crazy. Meditation seems to "slow" it
down. If I close my eyes, focus, and do some breathing exercises, it helps
immensely. It still happens at some VERY inopportune moments, however ( like
when I was about to give a presentation for my Abnormal Psych class last
week...hehe) Not quite as easy to breath and focus then :-)
>
> The sounds I uttered were vague approximation of what I meant. So strange.
I
> have seen the same with people having a brain tumor.
>
> For instance, instead of 'mumble', you say 'shrumble'.
My speach was not affected, per se, but I could not remember what I said
just moments after having said it....My short term memory was short
circuiting or something.
> I have had the same as you have, thinking to a long lost person and having
> him/her on the phone a few days later.
It can be wonderful when you think/dream of people you WANT to see!!
Dreaming of my ex-husband, however, can be rather disconcerting <grin>
>
> As I said in previous post, I am working on Kundalini raising since
november
> 98, and with some results, since the energy is boiling everyday. However I
> never had the big rush, or only in half sleep, and for a few minutes only.
> So I am not awakened. My work, 'my own way', is based on breathing
> techniques. I now experiment Tummo, with new results again.
>
> The good question I asked myself is 'Why to do that, and what will I do
when
> I attain it ?'. I answered all these questions for myself.
>
> One of the tenets of my search is 'universe goes its own slow pace, I wont
> rebuild the world, but I will help make it better, taking my time (big
trees
> grow slowly)'.
>
> I am glad I read your post.
I'm glad you read it too. Thank you for sharing :-)
Lady S
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