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Recieved: 2000/11/12 11:13
Subject: [K-list] Re: pain in lower back
From: Divine Goddess
On 2000/11/12 11:13, Divine Goddess posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Augustin,
I have been fortunate (?) to experience several kinds of back pain.
I am just coming out of a period of SEVERE lower back pain related to
my sciatica nerve, which exits out of the sacral dish at the base of
the spine and travels down the back of the thigh, around the outside
of the calf and across the top of the foot. At the onset it felt like
someone was jamming a big knife into my right buttocks and then
dragging it down my leg. It was so crippling I could not walk the
half block to the bus stop and was dependent on taxis to take me to
work for about a month or two. The pain stole my breath so that I had
to sit down every few steps and rest. No medicine worked to relieve
it.Only deep breathing took the pain away.
My chiropractor said it was related to the chair I sat in at work.
I was getting deep neuromuscular tissue massage (Ouchy!!!...like
having someone massage glass into my muscles...but felt so good
later), chiropractic and acupuncture treatments. Still am too. The
acupuncture along my gall bladder meridian (follows the sciatic
nerve) really helps but gives me loose bowels for a couple of days
(all that toxin release).
The chiropractor, wise in the ways of K and spirit, and I discovered
that the orginating cause was related to an incident with my father
that happened when I was 6 where I unconsciously decided to absorb
some of his very adult burdens of disappointment, anger and
frustration.
There are a lot of theories about pain and dysfunction but pain
starts first as an energetic weakness somewhere in our system (not
making a value judgment here). This was a big burden to carry for a
little one and also not being able to let go of it.
I am slowly getting better. I can take the bus now and walk a block
without falling over and I can feel the energy moving around in my
body again like I used to. (Makes me kinda horny...ha!)
The other back pain I had was definately energetic...when my lower
chakras were activating. I felt like I was being pinched over my tail
bone and also cramps and pressure over the sacral dish. I would
call it 'ouchy ass'. Pelvic rocking and kiegal exercise would bring
almost immediate relief...that is something that the fire breath
orgasm exercise utilizes...which moves the energy upwards.
It sounds like your friend is going thru several different things.
Has he considered the principle that we perceive people around us to
act out our subconcious thoughts (mirroring)? Maybe he is afraid his
freedom will be gone in this relationship.
Only if he goes within will he find that answer for himself. I would
suggest he find a knowledgeable energy worker like a Network
Chiropractor.
Susan
>
> Thanks a lot for your help.
>
>
> Augustin
>
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> | Hi, Augustin!
> | Can you give me an advice? For last month my lower spine is in
pain that
> is
> | slowly becoming stronger. During the week that my current
girlfriend T.
> was
> | distancing herself from me my lower back almost normalized. Then
we again
> | had sex with T. 3 or 4 days ago and again my lower spine is in
pain that
> is
> | making it hard to sit down or to lay down. Still a couple of
weeks
before
> | is was even more discomfortable: it was hard to urinate and
defecate, hard
> | to blow my nose, even hard to walk.
> |
> | Time from time I was thinking of Kundalini. Could it be it? Or is
it my
> | body telling me to move from T.? (When she started to distance
from me I
> | also suddenly felt free -- this feeling went away when she sounded
> | accepting on the phone the day before we had sex again.)
> |
> | What do you think? If you wish -- forward it on the K. list.
> |
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