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Recieved: 2000/11/10 23:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] Also was waiting in the Wings,Mandy
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/11/10 23:36, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 06:50 PM 11/10/00, The Inside Line wrote:
>Hello everyone...
>
> I just read Wendy's post and wanted to introduce myself also. I never felt
>I belonged here since I was little.
Well, you definitely belong here, then.. :) Welcome.
I floated in deep dark
>space and the energy started from way out there. It entered my head and went
>down thru and below me then back up. Pure Extasy. I would do this 8 hours a
>day while seeing visions <..>
> I found myself on a table in a very bright room with some beings. They laid
>me down and put a clamp around my stomach. This brought me out of
>meditation. I was so angry. I went back to meditate and what took 45 seconds
>to reach the Zone took 1 hour. I was back with them and they put a second
>clamp around my throat. I have never reached another deep state since or
>felt the energy no matter what practice or group I've been with, although I
>still do color chakra breathing, daily.
Well, you have asked.. so I will tell you what Goddess tells me
about what happened to you.
Before you were born you had some things you wanted to do with this
lifetime.. Experiences you wanted to share, people to meet again, stuff..
plans. A destiny.
So long as you were spending 8 hours a day blissing out having
visions, you were not getting them done. So, the bliss had to stop so you
would get off your butt and do what you came here for.
You will find the bliss again, but first you have to surrender to
being here now. You have spent a lot of time hiding out from yourself, in
drugs and meditation, without really making up your mind about what you
really want to do with your life, and getting on with it.
Within you, is some unique talent and gift that nobody else has. Some
passionate idea that was so irresistable that it inspired you to incarnate
so you could experience it. Sitting under the Boddhi tree meditiating your
life away was not it. That was a way for you to escape back into your
pre-incarnation state while you still had a body. You don't need a body for
that, that's not why you took birth.
So, here is the game you have set up for yourself. You have experienced
the Bliss of Divine Unity, you are addicted to it, and now your Goddess
self uses it as a carrot dangling to lead you to do what you came here to do.
When you find out what it is, and put yourself on the path of doing it,
the bliss will return. That is your navigation system. You will know what
it is because you will recognise the bliss, feeling it while you do the
thing you were born to do.
It's true your mind is not like most folks, but so what? I've been in
other people's minds, and believe me, it's nice to visit but you don't want
to live there. :)
Most people are humans looking for a spiritual experience.. they are
locked in the body trying to get free.. You have mostly been more like a
spirit hiding out from having a human experience.
You were resistant to living, and so you never really got anchored into
your body properly. You didn't grow much of an ego to keep you stable here
in the physical world of "chop wood carry water". That's why you feel you
don't belong, and why smoking pot set you so completely adrift in the
spiritual realms.
The throat lock was applied to keep you from leaving your body. The
Zone is an out of body experience. If you spend too much time out of your
body in that way, the body starts to think the game is over and you are
dead.. so it starts the process of shutting itself down so it's bits can
be recycled. It gets sick and dies.
The throat chakra is the gateway where you enter and leave the body.
Those beings who put the clamp on your throat are your best friends, in the
spirit world and they did it to save your life, and salvage your destiny.
Be grateful to them. They are on your team.
You know how to leave your body and go into the Zone ( I call it the
Void) now you have to learn to bring your body along .. to manifest the
Void flowing thru your body as a Divine expression of your unique
manifestation as a human being.
When you follow your bliss, by doing what you came here to do, the bliss
of the Zone moves thru your body instead of you leaving your body to go to
it. Draw it forth into manifestation as creative effort of some kind. This
new bliss you will discover, is much, much more rewarding than what you
have lost.
What kind of creative effort gives you bliss, is a riddle for you to
find out by getting to know what your body likes doing. Your body grew
around a code of destiny that you embedded in your first strand of DNA at
your conception. It knows what you are here to do. It was custom-designed
for the job. Let it be your teacher.
Well, that's all.. Welcome to the K-list, Mandy.. :)
Blessings..
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