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Recieved: 2000/11/07  21:12  
Subject: [K-list] :) 
From: Shakti Calana
  
On 2000/11/07  21:12, Shakti Calana posted thus to the K-list: 
Hello all...
 
After my first initial release of thought and ideas regarding my K  
awakening, I went into a very firmilar period of silence. In those  
times of written freedom, I allow the thoughts to come, with no  
restriction... I have noted the seasons in my creative abilities, and  
the spring with fertile thoughts, passes.
 
It seems for the couple of months, I have been physical witness, to  
the clearity I had seen for such a breif time. I am going through the  
process of growing. I am playing an adolesent role with my K, and  
learning to not rebel, but embrace it.  Life changes, and it so  
rapidly, that many of us, forget to breathe. We tie ourselves to  
traditions of our elders. So in my K, I find it a great deal of  
struggle to not loose intrest... how crazy is that.
 
The one thing that has brought meaning to my life, I try to ignore. 
 
I have been working on my lucid deams, with regard to K, and find my  
own sense of balance. I am understanding how to call it, and how to  
release it. How not to feel like a victim to it, but to dance with it. 
Inside these dreams, I find myself learning about time travel.  
Amazing what we see, when we have faith :)
 
It is good to read of your posts. This group has been a huge part of  
my healing God/Goddess, and moving into my self.
 
Thank you, 
Bee
 
 
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