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Recieved: 2000/10/27 00:49
Subject: [K-list] Einstein and the Point of Surrender
From: Paul Perner


On 2000/10/27 00:49, Paul Perner posted thus to the K-list:

Wim Borsboom wrote:
.......(snipped)
> Funny experience that is, as time/space create each other, they twirl about,
> not knowing who is what and when. It is very comical. The experience comes
> with great primal laughter........

One of my favorite near death accounts involved a woman who recalled
meeting Jesus. She said something like, "He wasn't what you'd expect. He
was funny. I started laughing and he just laughed with me."

When we laugh, all is healed.

> ........ ........ ............. the old wisdom scriptures bear
> witness of. (And that my own visionary experiences corroborate.)
> Oh how I wish, anybody could have my visionary experiences..., just
> surrender, OK? It is that simple (not easy... but simple) and keep
> surrendering... It is worth it... You can of course also wait till you die
> etc...... The chances are better *then*, to tumble into that divine
> laughter... *Now* surrender is hard work. At the moment of passing through
> the limiting border of time and passing from the boundedness of space, one
> just about has no choice... Unless one chooses : "Not yet!"
>
> Love,
> Wim

Surrender is what it's all about.
When I was in that little cabin in the desert I had given up the fight
and was ready. Ready for what? I didn't know at the time. It just
happened.... whoosh! I became a then reluctant, but now grateful
dimension hopper.

The visions, ah the visions. So unique to the individual, yet so
timeless and universal. I wish I could share mine (the woman on the
horse... the ravens...) with others, too, but that's a talent I don't
have... yet.

Awakening via surrender has turned out be a blessed miracle for me. The
few days were intense, both beautiful and frightening. The following
weeks were spent in your classic psychic "emergency"... like something
right out of a SEN essay. After a few months the neurological affects
subsided and I began to rebuild a life that has turned out far better
than I expected.

People have suggested recently that I start helping addicts and
alcoholics in a clinical setting. Yes, K basted away my old habits and
the mind sets that led me to them, but like the visions, how can you
share a miracle with somebody who needs one? I can't see myself taking
some down and out bloke off the street, sitting him down in a chair and
trying to therapeutically manifest the things we talk about on this
list. Like you said, "*Now* surrender is hard work," yes, it's the
simplest thing you can do, but also the hardest for us Westerners. For
me, there was a lot of getting from here to there before I finally got
*Here*.

Relative to the rest of the world, it's late here at my point on the
map. I hope to get back to this (helping others surrender... if
possible) when I'm rested and ready. This list has been very active
lately. Love it!

Loud bongos and flower bombs,

Paul

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