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Recieved: 2000/10/03 18:57
Subject: [K-list] The Changeling
From: Christopher Wynter
On 2000/10/03 18:57, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
The Changeling
There are worlds far from your imagining where you hold sway and
influence.
There are worlds far from your imagining which sway and influence
your every conscious and unconscious thought feeling and reaction.
For most, consensus reality says that what you see and what you
feel is your reality. Your mind thinks that your thoughts, feelings
and emotions are your reality. They are, for they are the
experiences of the pendulum swing of the mind. Conscious and
Unconscious.
The Conscious thought process mirrors the Unconscious. The
pendulum swings in your awareness between your thoughts -
reversing, in your interpretation, the feelings and emotions from
the unconscious as they rise through the perceptual filters of
judgement into the conscious mind .. and you compare yourself with
your consensus reality .. your need for acceptance and recognition
.. to belong to the idea family .. the family of mind.
What about the inner levels?
For each of us, we belong to a blood family, a land family and a
cultural family .. and the family of the species. But beyond that,
we belong to the family of Mother Earth .. birthed from the molten
core of her innermost recesses and destined to return to her ..
All alive and well in the inner world of what, for most, is
unconscious.
These are the families - the spheres of influence we do not see ..
because we have been trained to live at a distance from ourselves.
We have become an idea .. the product of the thoughts we source in
our mind. Thought attracts thought .. so there are "idea" families
of the mind .. the reflection of our inner families. The world
around us has become the mirror of the unconscious wars within our
mind. We search for a higher perspective and become the product of
someone else's idea. We call this the soul.
The pendulum swings.
The Tree of Wisdom has been separated into the Tree of Life and
the Tree of Knowledge .. the breath separated from the beating
heart .. the primordial flame of the Life force repressed under a
tidal wave of emotion .. an alien nation
We look further outside of ourselves and the pendulum swings on a
wider and wider arc. We see finer and subtler influences. We invent
new laws to define our thought. We move our centre of perception.
We look for a support for our new found thought.
Religion becomes the attachment point. The conflicts of religious
thought become the gravitational mass resting point. The pendulum
swings between light and dark .. righteous thought and fears of the
label evil placed on all dark thought which goes against the
teaching of the hierarchy of the new found idea tribe.. the
pendulum stops as the life force from the fire in the belly is
extinguished .. the fires of hell fueled by the hopes and
expectations of salvation through the perpetual succour .. eternal
life
Will you your thoughts be adjudged as worthy ..?
Over its history, Mankind has looked further and further .. taking
the centre of his perceptual Universe higher into the realm of the
mind .. into creative thought. Mankind has lost sight of the other
side of the pendulum swing .. fearing the velvety womb of Mother
which he has been taught is the darkness.
The centre of his sustenance for this pendulum has become
suspended in an idealogical identity he has defined as his God ..
Father .. somewhere unreachable except upon death when his mind
returns to the familial collective thought and his body returns to
the womb.
Where is the locator .. the gravitational mass that defined the
rest point of this pendulum? The idealogical family, the Family of
ideas and ideals which sees the individual as the victim of his own
thoughts as they swing between the conscious and the unconscious,
saviour and martyr. Salvation becomes defined by death. The death
of the martyr. Was the cause worthy?
The Tree of Life has been forgotten as Man has sought to satisfy
his hunger from the Tree of Knowledge to avoid the self judgements
programmed as mutated thought into the physical being of his body
.. to be passed on generation to generation via the DNA
The feeling you once had now has you.
Once, the Tree of Life was rooted firmly in the Earth on which
Mankind walked .. for such was the elemental nature of the body
that it drew its nurturing, sustenance and life force energy from
the land beneath its feet.
Now Man's vision has taken him on a journey to the stars as Man's
fear of Darkness has seen his idea of creation sourced in some
idealogical Shamballah rather than the primordial swamp. The Tree
of Life, ignored, becomes mutated and dies. The reverse swing of
the pendulum. Man's physical body the manifestation of that painful
thought.
The Tree of Life has been turned upside down in the quest for
knowledge and understanding .. a vision of something greater - The
Search for Home. The Tree of Knowledge has become rooted in the
Heavens by the projection of Mankind's idea that the source of
nourishment comes from something to be found the other side of death.
Without Earthly Roots, Mankind is subject to the winds of whim and
the will of everything that is stronger. A pendulum influenced by
every more focussed thought swinging between hope and fear, light
and dark .. concepts of the Mind of Mankind.
These are thought created worlds defined by the vibration of the
words Mankind uses to describe these worlds .. and the memories of
the reactions of the idealogical family to the dream .. to his idea
of who he holds on to. Shattered dreams.
The Pendulum of the Tree of Wisdom is becoming lost to the
conscious mind .. Shamballah - Heaven in Earth .. confined to the
realms of the deeper and deeper unconscious.
But, so long as Mankind has an Earthly Body, the source of that
body will draw its nourishment from the Earth, the Tree of Life
which has become the mutated shadow of Man's idealogical and
outward thought in his search for the understanding of the
remembering which lies deep inside ..
Mankind's roots in the womb of Mother - the no-thing which
contains everything .. all swings of every pendulum created from
the first swing of the first pendulum when Mankind sought
nourishment from the apple .. the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge ..
Father
So, Mankind left the The Garden of Eden. The Tree of Wisdom has
become forgotten. The Mirror of judgement provides the remembering
.. and the martyr.
What if the Garden was remembered .. the fragments reconnected
within the physical body of Hu-man. The tree of Life revisited ..
life force reclaimed .. the individual no longer the martyr of its
own ideas and fear of being reclaimed by Mother .. even after death
..
The Pendulum swings between Adult and Child .. Male and Female ..
Mind and Body
Home .. the creative fire in the belly ..
Still Point.
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