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Subject: Re: [K-list] Where do we go ?
From: Bee Light

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Such a great question!

Somthing I have asked myself a trillion times, while sitting in the dark,
watching the universe dance before my little eyes. Quite honestly, the thing
that keeps me moving forward is relating this feeling to other similar
things in life. Like for instance, does a catapillar hesitate to become a
butterfly? Does our blood contimplate rushing the wrong way in our system? I
understand that we are not seperate from these things... So it would seem we
are actually creating the complications in the ease of natures breeeze, by
questiooning, fearing and doubting.

This human existance is an intresting one... we fight our nature more often
then evolve with it. We live under the pretense of war. The internal
struggles of self, all the way to the front line of conflict. We are
offended when nature takes control of us, and we do anything and everything
to replace our natural beauty, with chemicals. We torture ourselves to Beat
mother nature... And, in the end... when we finally die... we have peace.

I see this trip I am on as though I am embarking on the Event Horizon. A
place where my ground control loses contact with me, and I must support my
self.I must decide that I am ok, or fall victim to fear and panic. The fear
of the unknown, seems like a generator for most religions. It seems as
though one would see a glimpse of "god" and leave it at that... fillinbg in
the blanks with personal opinions. Holding onto time, is dangerous... and
that is what we do best.

These vessles are for our own personal expereiments. We have chosen these
lives, to learn and live. To enjoy and release. This isn't it. And just like
the Event Horizon, we have been taught to fear it, because we have no idea
what lies ahead, and we can't deal with not being able to control it. So...
once the Event Horizon catches you, just sit tight... because there is no
turning back. How exicting!

I have learned to let go of those things which teach me that God can be kept
in a box. I refrain from those who tell me, a definition of God. It is
simply impossible to contain God/Goddess... we have tried by creating
physical form... And we continue to recreate the same things over and
over... Sadly, we spend our physical lives, looking for spiritual freedom.
Letting go, seems the only way to get there. We don't have to know where we
are going... but, what K is doing for me, is making me the director of my
destiny. Ratehr then blind faith...

Love to all
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