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Recieved: 2000/09/17 08:45
Subject: Re: [K-list] Question
From: Kaiki


On 2000/09/17 08:45, Kaiki posted thus to the K-list:

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On Fri, 15 Sep 2000 06:09:30 -0700, Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:

>>it - he told me that he feels liquid fire going up his spine and other bad
>>things.
> What's bad about liquid fire? :) If he got his negative judgments
>out of the way he'd be having a much easier time of it.

I'll tell him this - maybe he'll feel more comfortable with it.

>>Is it possible that I am responsible for that?
> Yes/no/maybe. Goddess is using you to awaken them. So, the small you
>that is afraid is not responsible, but the Greater you that is all that Is,
>has it handled and acts thru you.
Is it so easy to say that the Divine Will is responsible for that? That makes my live less
difficult: If someone of my family or my friends experiences a k-awakening it's the
Divine Will or am I doing something I don't realize? Maybe 'cause of beeing an
egoistic one who wants to show which gift I'm able to give?
Please, don't understand this wrong - I just want to know more about the things that
happen around me.
Sometimes it is so easy: K-energy is flowing through my body and I feel myself like
beeing in a kind of heaven. Nothing disturbs me, everything is comfortable - probably
you know what I mean.
And on the other hand there is so much time for doubts.

>because I had hear of the horrors of "accidental" awakenings...
Yes, this is the main reason for having doubts. Am I doing something wrong? Or is this
not my resonsibility? I am not living alone, I have a family: My husband and my 10-year
old daughter and I love them much. I go to work 3 sometimes 4 days a week and there
are other people around me and I meet my friends 6 times a year. The next time I'll see
them is at samhain.

 >came to realize that there are no accidents, all is Divine Will.
I want to believe that it is like this.

>>And if yes - how can I stop it? Is there
>>something going wrong?
> Stop it? Not really. You could get all paranoid and try to control it,
>but it is better to just be yourself and trust that what happens is for the
>best.

I'll try and do. Thank you very much for your opinion.

---> Kaiki <---

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