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Recieved: 2000/09/10 00:19
Subject: [K-list] Re: Thanks Wim... and what about Shaktipat?
From: Divine Goddess


On 2000/09/10 00:19, Divine Goddess posted thus to the K-list:

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> Susan:
> << Shakti permeating our cells so much that passers by or people
who touch
> the hem of our garment are anointed by the Holy Spirit. Who can
predict or
> prevent that? who wants to refuse? I am sure there will be some. >>
>
> Like some may go on the highest mountains looking a the most
beautiful
> sunset and still think about their daily problem. The miracle is in
them
> not feeling the living beauty of it all, rather than feeling it
from the
> root of existence. IMHO.
>
> Why do some do not see It?
>
> Are they such people really?

Sure there are. I was one. I was terrified of being loved by the most
sacred and ecstatic source of love there is....because i thought i
was so unloveable, so unlovely. Where did i learn that I was anything
less than beautiful, anything less than divine?

The first time I felt the frequence of joy and love showered upon me,
I cringed. Who am I to feel such bliss and ecstasy?

I had to take baby steps to allow such a wonderful expression into my
life, retrain myself because my idea of divine love was inside up and
upside down and outside in and backwards, a distorted mirror of
perfection. Sadly, many people are terrified of being loved as they
are, imperfect in their own eyes.

I thought love and beauty was suppose to hurt. The Divine pursued me,
patiently and compassionately, showing me love in it's extensions of
itself until I was able to let it into my life in all it forms.

I am still learning to surrender to joy and ecstasy and love. When I
surrender that is when Shakti is most manifest and resonant in me.
Now the bliss and love i cringed from i embrace.
>
> Wonder

Aye...great wonder we humans are....

Susan
>
> Antoine

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