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Recieved: 2000/08/21  11:04  
Subject: [K-list] Re: Movies... 
From:   Dolores
  
On 2000/08/21  11:04,   Dolores posted thus to the K-list: 
Hey all!
 
Hollywood seems to be a symptom of our transformation. I tend to get  
all huffy puffy about Hollywood, how rediculous the imbalance of $ is  
and the fame and loss of intimacy. But, it is just a symbol of the  
whole midset. And, we can be happy to see such changes, in the types  
of film. We are finally welcoming in the "what dreams may come" and  
"Sixth Sense"... little steps.
 
We also have to be aware (I speak to myself) that even the horror  
twist on movies like "Hallowman", or "what Lies Beneath", are as well  
a symptom of our unresolved fear of the big unknown. Once again  
little steps. And, if I want to see happy stuff, I must refelct it.
 
Even the movie itself, is a symbol of a dream or thought, the  
projector the mind, and the screen your open eyes...
 
I live in LA. Grew up with this Hollywood virus around me. And many  
times reject it so much, I became depressed. But, i am coming to  
grips that I chose to be born in such a life, and there are gifts of  
insight for me when I am ready. I don't go to movies often because I  
would rather not spend the money... But, I did go to The Cell  
lastnight. I thought I would hate it, but I was surprised at how  
closely it touched my little ideas about "mental illness", and the  
mind of a lost ego. It is graphic, but no more graphic then the Hell  
it is to have siczophrenia. Finally shaking the possibility that this  
"crazy person" maybe the most creative and gifted person we meet...  
And they just happen to have had (more often then not) a truamatic  
childhood, or maybe past lives unresolved truama... thus they live in  
a cage or cell of the ego. 
 
I have been working with the "mentally ill" since I was able to  
comprehend what that label was. Like a personal drive to understand  
this amazing and very belittled spiritual entrapment. None of this is  
by accident. This life thing, is the playground and school of the  
soul. It is true we seek to learn and teach others of what we want to  
understand in ourselves. The two things we seem to battle he most,  
death and insanity. Or as others may say God and the Devil... All in  
all just symbols, and what we relate to we identify with.
 
Amazing that we fear death as we fear God... We embark on the Event  
Horizon of our souls... what we see before us is beyond our  
comprehension at this time, so it seems to be beyond our discription.  
Maybe Kundalini is the the cord that holds us as we jump in...
 
I will stop myself... this is my most intrested topic, and I could go  
on and one for... well... until I don't have to anymore :)
 
Thanks for listening...
 
Love to you all! 
Bee
 
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