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Recieved: 2000/08/06 17:59
Subject: [K-list] Some of my experiences--- : )
From: Underwrldangel
On 2000/08/06 17:59, Underwrldangel posted thus to the K-list:
I would welcome feedback--:)Hello, I am a 49 yrs old, female, I have
been
communicating with a Dream Specialist about some Dreams I have been
having
for over a year now and I told him of a Humming that continually goes
through
my body...He says that this sounds like Kundalini, so I looked it up
and got
your Web Site, I thought I would send you some about my experiences
from
these dreams and ask you if you think this is what is coursing
through my
body...I would genuinely appreciate your opinion on this, sometimes
it is
hard to get feed back from people and they don't take what you say
serious,
but every bit of this that I tell you has and is to this day still
happening,
as of last night I still had one of the dreams and my body hums even
stronger
during one of them and also after and I have a heat all over my body
that
feels, I don't really know how to explain it...its not like I'm warm
or hot
and need a fan, it's in the skin....anyway, I will enclose in this
the
initial letter I wrote about my dreams and the letter I wrote about
the
Humming...Hope to hear some feedback from you, Thank you so much for
your
time....The letter--->
I had had a very serious, life threatening allergic reaction to a new
medication that my doctor put me on (as I hadn't been to the doctor
in over 8
yrs and tried to get out of going at this time, I believe this was
meant to
happen)...I really don't exactly remember who came to me first, God
or
Andreas...but I believe it was The Father....He came to me one night
in my
dreams and told me that I was one of his favorite Angels and had been
banished to the Real World because of another of his favorite Angels,
Andreas....He said that Andreas and I had been in love and were with
him in
Heaven and were completely happy and spent our days with him...He
loved us
with the love only The Father can give...Well...everything was
wonderful
until God created man....Andreas was so infatuated with man that he
just
couldn't get enough of watching them and their struggles to
live....He
watched them go through so much and one day he became very upset and
went to
God and said that God shouldn't let man suffer the way they
were....Well....you don't question God's humanity and love for man
and that
is what Andreas was doing and then, on top of it all, was the fact
that it
was Andreas, whom God loved so much....to say the least, God became
furious!!..He told Andreas that if he cared so much about man that he
(God)
was sending Andreas to the Underworld, where Souls that were
blackened in the
Real World could be redeemed and sent back to Heaven..(This is not
Hell,
which is where souls that are unredeemable are sent to Satan!)...And
he was
taking me away from Andreas and banishing me to the Real World
because
Andreas loved me so much....He said Andreas could search and search
for an
Eternity, but he would never find me...He took my wings, he put me in
a human
form, he put a block between Andreas and I and took my memories of
Andreas
away....I have been born over and over again, I am many, but I am
one....The
Father has always been with me, always taken care of me, has brought
me
miracles and love, but never Andreas (so the love was never the love
I was
looking for and never lasted..it was never Andreas's Love) God told
me in the
dream that the Real World was coming to an end soon...He wanted
Andreas and I
to come home, all was forgiven and he gave Andreas til the New
Millennium in
which to find me.....God's New Millennium is not man's New
Millennium,....it
took awhile, but from what God has told me in my dreams and what
Andreas has
said to me in my dreams (which have continued for over a year now) I
believe
Andreas found me approximately 8 to 9 mo. ago, somewhere around
there....it
took awhile for me to trust...for The Lord to reassure me that this
was
indeed Andreas (and I still have small doubts, I tell God, it's this
human
mind--hehehe...God has the most wonderful sense of humor!!)...God had
some
more surprises for me and I know there are things that have happened
that I
will forget to put in here, I just know it because so much has
happened and I
have been shown so much!!....Anyway, most people who know me and a
ton of
Doctors know that at age 2 1/2 I contracted Polio...have had many
surgerys..am now going through Post Polio Syndrome..which means I'm
having
more trouble walking (when I contracted Polio, I was paralyzed from
the waist
down)..I have lived a very full life believe me..But I had Polio for
a
purpose..God told me that I will be healed--A Miracle!!- and it will
be told
of all over the world to show God's Power, Love and let the world
know he has
not forgotten them and to let Satan know that he's not forgotten
either...there will be many Miracles of this kind happen...mine being
the one
first...of course this made me feel wonderful, useful...I have gone
through
many feelings about all this, from " I must be Crazy and I am not
worthy
Lord"...so many things...And of course, being in this human body and
mind, I
wanted it all to happen right now and God says "In my Time" and I
still want
it done NOW...hehehe....God says I haven't changed, He says I'm still
impatient and overly curious, every word out of my mouth He says is a
question..then He laughs at me....Getting off track here...I went
through a
period of this isn't real..I can't deal with this... The Lord sent me
a
Guardian Angel of the most Beautiful light to keep me safe she said
until I
was healed.........in my doubts God came to me and he told me that he
would
give me a choice...He would bring me home right then and there, in my
sleep
or I could stay in the Real World with Andreas and do the mission he
had for
me to do...He said he loved me and would continue to love me no
matter which
choice I made....I really wanted to be with Andreas, as The Lord had
opened
me up to some of the past and allowed me to know the love between
Andreas and
myself...so powerful..lasting and growing over thousands of
years....and I
never wanted to let God, my Father down..so I made my choice to stay
and
fulfill my mission...God showed me...ME!!....The Book of Life....it
was
amazing (understatement)...He opened it to my page and showed me
where I
could put my choice...I did and it felt so right....From there things
started
speeding up....Andreas told me he would come to me in th Real World
and we
would finally be together....I asked him how I would know that it was
him...He said " I will say I am here"....Well, the very Special man
that I
believe to be Andreas and that The Father has told me is Andreas has
a few
Screen Names on the Computer...One is Iosonoqua...and one day he sent
me
something he had forwarded from this name and I asked if this name
was also
him and he said yes and I asked him what it meant and he said " It
means I am
here"....Well, needless to say, I about fainted!! So I decided to
give him my
phone number and we talked...for some reason his voice was almost
hypnotic to
me and still is to this day....I wanted to meet him face to face, but
of
course I was a little leary and Stacy (my daughter) was big time
leary..lol....I asked God how would I know it wasn't just a
coincidence when
he said "I am here" and God said "You will know when you look in his
eyes"
and then when I talked to my friend, he said he wanted me to be able
to look
in his eyes and I would know....and again I almost fainted....he said
the
same thing God had said to me in my dream!!....He did come to meet me
and for
me I could feel something with him that I have never felt in my
life...it was
one of the strangest experiences of my life....and The Lord has
giving me
many!.....There are other things, many, that have happened and are
things I
will keep between myself, Andreas and our Heavenly Father.....and
there are
things..miraculous things yet to happen.....I will tell you this, I
would
never and I mean never say that God has spoken to me unless I
honestly
believe that it is God....I believe it is a Mortal Sin to say The
Lord has
spoken to you if it's not true, so you can think I'm crazy or you can
believe....I know that is hard because sometimes it's hard for me,
but my
Love and Faith in The Lord won't allow me to doubt God....only doubt
myself
and God won't allow that----- : ) I sincerely believe that God guided
my
fingers in writing this and I hope they did his words justice!!
By my knowledge...a true account
UnderwrldAngel
(I got the screen name UnderwrldAngel from the dreams, before the
dreams I
had a more normal screen name)
PS.....One thing that I forgot to put in the above letter is that
when I went
to my Doctor the initial time, she had done a blood test and when it
came
back she sent me to an Oncologist because I had signs of
Leaukemia....The
Oncologist did more extensive blood tests and did a Bone Marrow test
and his
diagnosis was "Leaukemia".....I refused Chemo Therepy and Radiation
Therepy
and told him I would let the cancer progress at it's own rate and
when the
time came that I had pain, I would take pain killers...I continued to
see him
every three months for blood tests and one day he came in with a
shocked look
on his face and I said the canser is gone isn't it?....He looked at
me and
said that if the next blood test (done in 3 mo.) came back like this
one,
that I wouldn't have to come back...well, the next one came back even
better...lol...he was in shock....I told him in the beginning that
the canser
would go away and I never even worried about it....I still have to
get a
blood test every 3 months done by my own Doctor, but I only do it to
appease
my family, because I know it won't come back....God already told me
that I
will live for 26 more years....
And here is the letter I wrote to the Dream Doctor about the Humming
in my
body---->
I do realize that you know next to nothing about me and it is hard to
analyze
and interpret these dreams without knowing me and I think I was
looking to
find out if other people have had these type of reoccurring dreams
and if any
of them (besides the Virgin Mary when she was told in a dream that
she would
give birth to Jesus) had come true....Have you ever heard of anyone
having
physical changes to their bodies from these dreams?....I have had
three very
strange experiences with changes to myself...One is that I have a
humming
that goes through my body almost continually from the tips of my toes
to the
top of my head...it can get so bad that my lips and the roof of my
mouth go
numb...it spreads a heat in the middle of my back that feels like
where my
wings are missing...I have explained this to my Doctor and she has no
idea
what it could be caused from and she believes that it is possible
that it is
some kind of energy flowing through my body...it gets worse at night
and
sometimes I can't sleep because it is so strong...feels like when you
hit a
tuning fork to tune a piano..a vibration...and the heat up my back is
just in
a certain part of my back...strange,huh?....Two is something my
daughter said
to me when we were talking one day about the man I will call Andreas
(That is
not his name in the Real World)...anyway, I was telling her that it
was
strange because at times when I talk to him it's like talking to two
different people (like when Andreas is with him and when he's
not)....my
daughter looked at me and said she feels the same way when talking to
me at
times and I asked her what she meant and she said it's like at times
(these
are her words) "Your in Heaven" and I looked at her kind of funny and
said
what do you mean and she said, you have this totally peaceful glowing
look...well, this surprised me because when I have conversations with
God in
my dreams all I see is a bright warm light and I feel a glow inside
me and
for days afterward I have that feeling....I have asked her to tell me
the
next time she sees this look about me and I want to see if it
coincides with
a night I have talked to the Father....And the Third happened after
this
dream: Andreas came to me and told me it was time and he was taking
me to the
Underworld and we were to be married...He said then there would be no
question as to who his Princess is and the Underworld could settle
down (in
my dreams I had many threats from the people in the Underworld
telling me I
was not the UnderwrldAngel or their Princess) The whole wedding is
very
cloudy...I remember standing in front of someone, I don't know if it
was God
or someone else, couldn't see a face...I was in an elaborate dress
and
veil...there were many, many people, but I couldn't see their faces,
but I
could feel their presence..After the ceremony, there was great
happiness from
all..there was cheering and I heard, "Our Prince has finally found
and
claimed his Princess!!"...and then I was back in my bed...Several
nights
later I was told in my dream (I know this sounds CRAZY)...to get up,
and put
on my Member ID thingy on the computer, "The Gift of the Magi to
you"....I
was told that this would tell Andreas in the Real World that I was
truly his
Princess...now this part gets a little delicate and embarrassing for
me....that very evening Andreas said he was coming over and that we
were
going to make love and I said yes...I wrote him a E-mail that
said "Come over
so that we can Consummate this thing between us"...now, why I phrased
it that
way, I have no idea...anyway, he came over and, well you know...a
couple days
later I was changing clothes and I noticed (and it was never there
before, I
swear, and women know the marks that are on their bodies, believe
me!)...a
freckle on the inside of my right thigh (and it's not tiny either)
that is
the perfect shape of a heart...Strange,strange...Is it a sign that my
marriage to Andreas was consummated??.....I'm sure that you have
heard of
Montel Williams, the talk show host..I sent him a letter about my
dreams
awhile back, not hoping to get on his show...but he has a Physchic on
his
show that I have a lot of trust in, Sylvia Brown, and I had tried to
get in
touch with her, with no luck, so I asked Montel if he would give my
letter to
her to see if she could tell me anything about these dreams....have
not heard
from them as of yet....These dreams are continuing and I don't know
what will
happen, guess I have to wait for the New Millennium to find out....I
do have
one more dream I would like to tell you about if you don't
mind....God has
told me that I have lived for thousands of years and been reborn over
and
over, he has even told me of some of my different lives..I can answer
questions on games like Jeopardy about Biblical times and places
better than
questions about now , and my family, at least this one, are not
Church goers
and have never been, that is strange also, but back to this dream...I
dreamed
I was lying on the ground and there were Paramedics all around me...I
don't
know if I was shot or stabbed, but I knew I was dying...I could feel
myself
choking on my own blood...I could hear and see the Paramedics trying
to find
out what was wrong and in my head I was screaming "An Artery was
punctured
and I'm bleeding out, come on, find it or I'm going to die!!"...Then
God came
to me and he said to let go, he said I was going to die and he was
going to
take me to my next life and that it would be my last life before he
brought
me home (somehow I knew he was bringing me to this life I am living
now)...and I remember dying...there was no pain, but I can remember
the blood
choking me and then there was blackness and the dream was over....
Well, I
guess that is enough for now....I hope this tells you a little more
of what I
have been going through, it has been over a year, so there are many,
many
dreams and I know I can't remember them all....I hope to hear back
from you
and what your thoughts are, Thank you for listening!
UnderwrldAngelATnospama...
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