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Recieved: 2000/08/03 22:21
Subject: Re: [K-list] Nature of psychic phenomena- My Experiences
From: Jag

> I find this very interesting. It's the same argument that keeps esoteric
> knowledge secret. I think this could also be said of the polls I do.
About
> all knowledge, for that matter.
>
> But does understanding the way lightening works really make it less
Awesome
> or magestic?

I'm a recovering know-a-holic. All my life I had to know. I couldn't
trust, I couldn't be, I had to know. It didn't matter what it was...whether
knowing the whether, how the car worked, the endless debatable theories on
what is spritual and what is not. I laughed so many times as Mystress tried
to tell me to know nothing...be everything. Literally laughing out loud. I
didn't think she understood, or knew what I was talking about. And she
didn't know, or try to understand...she was too busy being. :)

I have theories and rationalizations of a thousand visions and dreams...over
time, and through my experiences with trusting (or more technically NOT
trusting) visions and the inner voice, I found that it was following the
visions and the voice always ended up on the higher road...there is a trust
I have, even though I have so much trouble surrendering, that when I relax
into Spirit's arms, everything will turn out for the best. I have tried to
understand the world with the limited force of the logical mind...I have
melted it down and restored it more times than I can count in my brief 21
years. Allowing the logical mind to box things up nicely is more a comfort
to the ego than actual knowledge...to me knowledge is what the visions and
inner voice say, along with experience.

Jag

PS-I don't believe there is any way to keep esoteric knowledge secret. It
is not held exclusively by those in human containers...what will be, will
be...all roads eventually lead to Rome.....

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